out of my mood

well, not about sunway for now. out of my mood -_______-

now, lets talk about something valuable in life. huhh. just now, i had a short conversation with my old bestfriend in standard 4. hahh. see, i miss the old time. i miss the moments. and i wish i was the happy-little-girl again. hahh, who tells u i'm not happy? i am happy. but not as much as i was. 

hahh, i remembered we burnt the recess time just to find the little tiny creature. and how we place it in the bekas ubat. haha. ohh, i miss that time. kan? hee. hahh. i miss it badly. hmm. and i just remembered qushwa is one of us too. haha, yeahh. hmm

skrang sume tak mcm dulu lg. almost everything is change. hahh. kalau dulu, aku just buat ape yg aku nak. enjoy the great every days. but now, macam .. entah? asyik kne solve problems je. tak habes2. tak masalah kite. masalah org. kadg2 rase mcm nak hidup sendiri. ataupon hidup dgn org yg betul2 faham kite. tak retilah nak cakap cnne. 

yet, forever is not the conclusion. hahh. tgk, aku sorg je yg faham. even aku pasti, tak siapa pon yg faham aku. yg kenal siape aku. or even yg cube knal n faham aku. hah. betullah, bile kite dah hilang sesuatu tu, br kite sedar btape tingginye value die dlm life kite. atau maybe slalunye di kaburkan dgn anasir2 yg jadi parasit dalam hidup ni. for now, maybe its look like the best in our eyes. but who knows, org lain yg nampak kburukan nye pade diri kite. kita je yg beria ria, deny kan. hahh. i dont understand maybe. but it seems like semua org macm same je? hahh

i wish my life was a fairytale. name pon fairytale, everything is great. still, its a wish or most likely a dream would not come true. haha. i work on it. hahh. i dream a life that is full of wonderful kids and nice person. see, i love kids so much. its a feeling that not everybody have. its a gift. the kids can easily make me smile through my hard times. its amazing. and i actually dont have any idea why many people abusive, ignoring and dont love them. hahh. i totally hate them. burrr. they are beautiful creature. hee, now i miss my aina, dina, hazim, ikhwan, aysha iman, and the nice boys and girls in the family. hahh, now, its about dreamed life. haha.

i want to be happy for the most time in my life. thats all, nothing wrong with that right? hah, more problems coming. i trust myself. hmm. just, i dont feel anything when i look at you my dear so called sister. hahh. sombong smacam prempuan ni. okey. kan,semua dah bercampur aduk. adeyhh. =.=  i just dont get it. penat laa.i wish to be kid forever~ hmm. yarr, life must go on. just pray for the better :)

dahlaa, tamau melalut lagi. ohh yaa, this is actually not craps. it just burst out of my mind. and its totally from my heart. hahh. i miss u old times ;)

ps : "okay i'm done. byebye." GOOD JOB -_____- tak fikir lansung an prasaan org? fikir aku ni ape? ROBOT jepun? burr~ ohh, sy pon boleh buat jugak. hahh. sakitt~ 

i dont want to be penyelesai masalah org for the whole of my life, wasting my time yg akhirnya, dorg tak pandang pon, its super menyakitkan prasaan . ohh, i just miss my super duppy amazing big families!