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Happy New Year 2012

*bunga api*

So I've spent my last day of 2011 with my beloved friends. We went for lunch together, watching movie and bought the same Tshirt. Okay, I would say that I end the year with laughs and smiles. And it would absolutely even better if Zanee, Qis, Izzati and Qush were there too. I miss them :(

 Perfect ♥

SuperGirls ♥

Adynn's treat ♥

We should do this again next time! :D

Awww, this is so cute! Babies ♥

Me heart them ♥

"Aku sambut Awal Muharram je." Please -,- Jangan nak hipokrit sangat ;p Lagipon dear, Awal Muharram dah lepas. And tak salah nak wish or sambut Tahun Baru cuma jangan berlebih lebih, itu je :) Lalalala~ 


So goodbye forever 2011. You've been so nice to me :) And yes, you're the best year of my entire school life. and maybe the best year so far. Ya Allah, thanks for everything you gave me. My big family. My awesome best friends. My amazing friends, classmates and schoolmates. My greatest teachers. And everyone around me. and may 2012 be even better... Ya Allah, please guide me :')

Never Ordinary :)

Happy Birthday SuperRara

I've been waiting for this moment to come. Well now, all of us have turned 17. Its 30 December 2011. Ini kisah tentang dia. Korang ada Tentang Dhia, aku ada Tentang Fara. Lol 


So, dia funny. dia jahat. dia gedik. dia tak betul, dia terencat sikit. dia kedekut. dia bijak gilaa. dia suka senyum. dia baik. dia bising. dia awesome. dia amazing. dia kesayangan saya. dia cinta hati saya. dia intan payung saya. dia jantung saya. dia buah strawberry saya. dia apple saya. dia kakak saya. dia adik saya. dia segalanya buat saya. lalalala kbai :) You mess up with her, mean that you mess up with me thousand times more. *Pegang kapak*


She turns 17 today. Super Gorgeous little sister. She's a good listener and a very good adviser. She's younger than me but she's better than me. I'm glad we're friend. It has been four years, we are best friend. Fara, aku tak nak cari best friend lain. Lalalala. So Fara, please stay with me. Even you're miles away from me. Note this, I need you, I forever need you. Bayangkan bila dah dewasa nanti (LOL) orang tanya kita sejak bila kita kawan, 'Sejak di bangku sekolah' Hahaha. Atau macam minah cakap, masa kita kawin hahaha hmm, I really wish that to happen someday, to us. Insyaallah. 


Fara, kalau satu hari nanti aku start jauh dari kau, please tarik aku balik. Kecuali, kau memang dah tanak aku. Lalalala k ignore that -,- Lempang je okay *bagi kebenaran* Ataupun, kau cari post ni balik print then campak kat muka aku. Okay, the truth is, huh, I'm afraid to lose you. Really :( dan aku nak mintak maaf selama ni kita kawan aku selalu sakat kau, selalu buat kau marah, selalu itu selalu ini. Aku buat dekat orang yang aku sayang je. ahahaha :D *Lap air mata* Aku taknak hilang kau. Aku takut :) Aku takuuuut sangat :(


Okay, hurm, so Fara, have a great birthday. Me always love you. Always :) So....

Happy Birthday SuperRara 

May Allah bless you and may all your dreams comes true

Please stay happy, funny, strong, cute, lovely and good.

Fara, I Love You so much and it never stop increasing days by days.

Thankyou for being a very great sister to me. 

I LOVE YOU BEST FRIEND. 

Iloveyou, SuperGorgeous...♥

Sisters ♥ :)

:)

Okay just got back from Ipoh. I'm tired. Seriously. Ipoh was nothing. Lost World of Tambun, just fine, I prefer Sunway Lagoon more. Tu je interesting part. Else, was huh. 

Okay now, just left a week before muhaimin will be going to Sarawak. A week. Cepatnya -,- Okay whatever. And oh lepas ni budak budak tu masuk sekolah balik. Gosh I miss school. Really :(

And Congratulations to 96's babies, for their excellence results. 87 got straight As. Cool :) Go BTHO :))

Losing a best friend and trying to pretend that you don't care because they don't can be hardest thing to pretend in the world.

I've been in this. Once.

SuperChacha is flying

I've planned this for such a long time where actually I've been doing this for years. Summary of the year. Hahah I dont really have the idea of naming it. Duh, whatever. So its 15 December. 15 hari sebelum 2012. Semoga tahun itu akan jadi lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnya :)


Thirteen year-old me
Very childish. Nerd? Hahah. Yeah kind of. Bendahari 1Kualiti. Tak pernah fail ukur sekolah. Ye, memang kuat merayau. Semua cikgu kenal. Orang panggil Adynn and me, Belangkas. Masa tu, i dont even know what Belangkas looks like. Ye memang teruk. Cermin mata bulat-oval like seriously i am weird and ugly. I dont really see my self as a kid anymore. Hakikatnya. Hmm doing all stuff that make me happy even it was wrong. Qistina, still my barney :) Bukan 'Adynn' tapi Dinie. Jarakkan meja masa bergaduh -,- Izzani kitorang panggil adik, and i dont remember why but that was lame. Lepak tepi balcony. And oh oh, i still remember, ubat bengkak Qistina ;D Haha masa tu Road Run, kaki adynn sampai bengkak. hahaha. Diary Qistina, kitorang bukak guna gunting ;p oh Qis, please forgive me X) Naim. Abang Muaz Baldi. Yeah we were bullying him. Sukan dekat IKBN. I joined Rumah Kuning punya perbarisan was yeah quite fun. Cikgu Norazlina Chu Ahmad, Cikgu Jihan my favorite teacher. Cikgu Mazura masa tu disastrous haha :) Yang lain, entah tak ingat. 


Fourteen year-old me
One of the best school year ever ;) 2 Objektif. Where Generation Crew created. I've changed. Walaupun sikit. My classmates was my best friends. We conquered the class. Everything were on us. Ziqa, Nino, Krol, Fara, Minah, Lina, Adynn, Safwah. The four boys, Arif, Azim, Fikri and Harith. Hmm :) Good memories. The teachers pon superb. Cikgu Pogee, Teacher Ros, Cikgu Rosnita :) and oh, Ustaz Syafawie. I miss his stories, his advices. I miss him. 5 July, Jom Karnival. Rabbit Western theme. Last day of school, we were playing with tepung where when I was in primary school it was illegal. Haha, it is now, but who cares ;p and yes it was my first time playing with tepung haha -,- But dalam manis ada pahit. From the 'bitter' I've learned how someone be clone of someone else just to make he looks good in front of other people. and the value of friendship. Yeah the hikmah always cover up the bad things. 


Fifteen year-old me
For me, it was the worst class ever. 3 Optimis. yet it was not 'that' bad. Kawan kawan, we all split up. Suku ke Objektif, suku lagi ke Efektif. So things was not so fun. Plus it was PMR year. But it was the year where I started to get close to my big bro, Muhaimin. I dont remember anything that brings a lot of memories except for Kadet Remaja Sekolah. Was extremely fun and memorable. But its better for me to keep it to myself. But the after-PMR-life was extremely amazing and fun. We did what everybody dont do. We do our own activities. Now, i'm missing Cikgu Siti Rahmah so much :) 


Sixteen year-old me
I entered the Science stream class. 4 Gamma. Everything was new to me. The books, the teachers, the environment, the everything about it. People said it is your honeymoon year. Trust me, it was not that easy. Addmath was the nightmare. The first test, I managed not to get any failed. But the next and the rest Haih :/ Class? We're not 'that' united. I dont even know some of them even it has come to end of the year. But what Teacher Azlina did, has changed our relationship a little. We become closer to each other after the 'tukar tempat'. Hahah. ICT? Its our rules ;p


Sentiasa Mencari Seronok was created. It was 10 of us. Me, Adynn, Minah, Fara, Muhaimin. Mira, Airin, Afif, Fanah, and Qistina. We did everything together. We fight of little things. We eat, we played, we run together. We even cried together. But this is the year where we fought a lot of times. 'Diorang ni asyik gelakkkk je' 'They never know what meaning of sad' 'Mana saya pergi mesti nampak awak gelak' Yeah, that really us that time. Kelantan trip was the best trip ever. We look so much bad. We conquered the best place in train. We even argued with the teachers. We got the best place on the way back. Hahaha superb nice memories ever.   


Seventeen year-old me
The best of everything I've ever had ;) TokIn was created. I am actually glad we fight a lot cause that actually made our friendship even tighter. I met Shahzani and Izzati. My new bestfriends. Just scroll down to another posts, you can see how shining we are lol ;p Yeah I love them to death. They own my heart. Well we have a lot of names. Tok In, GengBilikGuru, GengBudakGorgeous and SuperGorgeous. Hahaha X) Cikgu Hasmalaili. She is our mummy. She's pretty. She's awesome. She's funny. Yeah really. And 'cruel' sometimes lol ;p Miss her so much ;( And yeah, she's the reason we got the GengBilikGuru title. Yeah because of youuu. Some things really remind me of her. BMW, Red Velvet, Anuar Zain, Orange colour, haha XD Enough said, she's the best teacher ever. Even she's never teaches us any subjects. If you ever read this, lol never, Love you ;D The Gammarians? Yeah we're so cool. Sazah Saripah haha. I gonna miss everything about this class. So, it is the best senior year I've ever had :)






Okay. I've summarise everything. Actually, malas nak tulis banyak banyak hee :) I listed only the best of the year I think :) Theres a lot more I wanna write but never mind :) It five years of happiness. Thankyou Allah for the perfect family i had. Thankyou for the amazing best friends and friends. Families and friends, you mean the world to me. Allah loves me. Allah loves us ;)  


And Oh, warmth welcome to my dearest SuperQushie to Super Gorgeous. Youre now one of us :) You can count on me like one two three.... Ill be there ;D Loveyouu 

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Oh oh oh. Ombak Rindu. I read the review from Ali Atan. Tragedy murahan? Well I'm craving to know what it is all about. Yeah for me, OR is just nice. It keep rolling in my mind about the point of view. The Muslim thingy really disturb me. Sometimes I think Ali Atan was right. But it made me think and asking a lot. Well, Imma find the answers :) And and the thought, "I would rather ask my children to watch the cartoons that have a lot of 'Islam' with no 'Muslims' other than watch the movies with everyone is 'Muslims' but no 'Islam' in it." Help me? 

Okay post ni takde gambar. But haha let it be. Malas nak cari. 

I love babies. I love kids. I love my life.

Assalamualaikum people :) I'm back. So, today is 10 December. Teringat Baby Syeera mintak belikan hadiah. Haha. So apa jadi 5,6,7 Dec haritu? Later. So now saya dekat Port Dickson. Mummy Ida tempah bungalow Bank Negara. and banglo ni memang awesome nak mati X) Nanti dewasa (gittew) nak rumah macam gini. Masuk masuk je memang terlopong lah. Swear to God, memang awesome gilaa. Rasanya kalah banglo Cameron dulu. Dan memang kalah banglo Arca. Nak lagi betul-betul sebelah pantai X) HEAVENNNN

And kalau bawak Super Gorgeous datang sini pon mesti heaven gila gila gila! Pagi tadi swimming after about 4 months tak swimming dan ye semput. kena start jogging ni. But yes it would be better kalau semua family haji abas ada sekali. Rumah ni pon boleh runtuh. And and oh, I met baby Zara, Daddy's grand niece. 

Zara Arrana Vlora

Hamik kau nama dia :) Sweet gilaa baby ni. And oh ye, Abang Syafiq nak bertunang. So sila cepat kawin. Saya nak anak sedara ramai ramai ye XD Kay siapa lagi nak kawin ? Lol -,- And oh BabyAnakCinaCelup saya datang malam esok. 

Ombak Rindu. Kay ayah and ibu gelak gila gila bila diorang tahu me pergi tengok wayang cerita ni -,- Ceh. Well yeah apa ayah cakap memang betul, but tak rugi tengok. Sweet marvelous and creamy. Lol. Five stars

Okay honestly I dont have any idea nak cerita. Nak upload gambar, camera lupa bawak. Ye memang menyesal tak sudah :( Takpe banglo, I'll come back haha. Dan netbook ayah yang seloww gila ni -,- hmm

Oh ye, ini untuk Qistina. Haha, Hai qis, aku dah follow tumblr kau -,- kayy. Oh ye nak tahu, qistina ni rajin text aku sekarang, mentang mentang dah beli num baru. dua pulak tu :) Qis jom pergi vacation sama sama? Pergi shopping sama sama. Aku tahu satu tempat yang best gila. aku dapat kereta nnt kita pergi okay. 

Kay seriously I'm bored. Bai. 

It has come to end

So SPM is over for me. And I'm waiting for 6 December. Nak hangout nak gelak ketawa bahagia. And I'm not going to worry anything about the papers. I've done my best so it is time to tawakal, and hoping that all the pemeriksa will be in a very good mood when they mark my papers. Lol. May Allah bless you pemeriksa. Be good to everyone. 

And this :( I gonna miss you so much Gamma :*

Waya's

Ayah asked me this "So apa perasaan habis exam sekarang?" "I want Lesen," And I keep on repeating the same answer. Hehehe. And I got the second green light :) Yeay me :) So macam macam nak buat after this. But first of all I need to think how am I gonna increase my monthly allowances. Tak nak kerja. Just no. 


And OHHHHH, Muhaimin punya PLKN. He got the first series and going to Bintulu Sarawak :) And first January tahuuuu! Well, aku akan hilang sekejap teman bergosip, kawan bergaduh, kawan lawan mulut, kawan mengusik mr boolat. Haih :( Dah lah Izzati pon nak pindah :( Its going to be 6 of us after this here. 

Gonna miss you big bro. 

Salam Maal Hijrah people :)

“Tiada lagi hijrah sesudah pembukaan kota Makkah, tetapi yang tetap ada ialah jihad dan niat untuk berhijrah (apabila keadaan memaksa) dan apabila dipanggil untuk berjihad (atau sebagainya) hendaklah kamu bersiap sedia.” – (Hadis Riwayat Bukhari)

Semoga apa jua penghijrahan kita dirahmati Allah. 

I want to be a better Muslimah. A better me, a better daughter. A better sister. A better friend. and a better someone. Insyaallah. 

"Five years have passed. Now it is time to leave.."

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Last night I had a dream. Okay, saya mimpi Cikgu Hasmalaili, our mummy. Rinduuuuunya. And now yes I miss my best friends, I miss Gammarians. I miss school. 

Ya Allah, I miss her T.T

i really do :( Alfatihah...

Malaysians

Harimau Muda ♥

I Love You, Malaysia :)

So EVERY ONE KNOWS WE WON THE MATCH.

The thing is, I love how Malaysians can be so united and in a line. Timeline Twitter Masyaallah, takpayah cakap :') Laju dan yes bahagia gilaa XD 

Me forever the proud Malaysian.  

‎"They don't respect you, they don't respect our flag, they don't respect our King and they don't respect your parents. If you allow this to happen, then you are cowards. You must teach them what being Malaysian is all about." 

-Ong Kim Swee-

So, I left only a week before the school ends :( It is, really a big matter to me. I gonna miss everything. The amazing memories I had with Super Gorgeous. The Awesome Gammarians. The Superb Teachers. The feeling. The happiness. The laughter. The tears. The hardness. The friendship. The Everything. 

Isnin Selasa next 2 weeks nak pergi sekolah. Nak tangkap gambar :) 

Tok In Generation - Super Gorgeous - Geng Budak Gorgeous - Geng Bilik Guru :)

They own my heart ♥ 

Korang, aku sayang korang :)

Okay semua tu sama je -.- Haha 

Cakap pasal Geng Bilik Guru. Yeah I kinda start missing the teachers. Cikgu Hasmalaili. Ustazah Saripah. Cikgu Hafizy :( Bilik guru tu dah lama kitorang tak ukur. Yeah SPM rules now. And me, another 2 and half subject to go, then I'm FREE. But that doesnt mean I am ready to leave the school. It just NO :( 

I miss you cikgu cantik :) ♥

Caring about something or someone lesser than you is a powerful statement about humanity. -Yasmin Ahmad-

Yeah, its about humanity I dream of. Humanity. 

Just A Few :)

Assalamualaikum :) Well hello people. I'm back when I'm not supposed to be here -,- Kay since tomorrow is a day off and ayah is not home so i think it is the right time kan? 

As semua orang tahu, its SPM. Five subjects down, another five to go. I'm still here bertawakal sepanjang masa. Bahasa Melayu and English was not bad, and I will cry if the result come out with no As. Sejarah, well.. Yeah just okay *sigh* Mathematics was not bad and Insyaallah A in my hand. Today, Pendidikan Islam paper was just nice. 

Okay the last 4 days was my birthday. Well I'm not celebrating it at all. Yeah for now. SPM kan :) plus Ayah was in London. Well, I'm seventeen now. The time to see the real world has come in just a few weeks more. Honestly, I'm so afraid for the fact that I'll be leaving so soon. The school, the people in it, the environment have been my life since years ago. How am I gonna survive after this? Tell me how? :(

The birthday huh? Well sometimes I do feel like I dont belong here. Just that I belong to somewhere else. Yeah I dont really clear of what I'm talking about right now. I deny it almost every time but I couldnt find the reason of staying. You, the readers may not understand what am I talking about, but I believe someone would understand. Its hurt so much. You know, there's a lot of people around you but none of them would tend to ask or realize  "Whats wrong with you?" "I know you're not okay," "Just stop saying youre okay, tell me why?" But yeah never mind. I'm just fine. As usual. As always. 

Kay just ignore that. Perkara pertama yang saya akan buat sebaik SPM habis adalah tentunya Lesen. Okay lesen. Then I'll go on with the 1001 plans. Its gonna be fun. Yeah it really gonna be fun (Y) I cannot wait ;D 

*Checking my hard disk* Okay there's a lot of things in here. And the most of all that caught my attention is my so-called-diary. It was about 2 years back. I wrote EVERYTHING in there. Even it was just on Microsoft Office. I love it cause I can lock it. No body will ever read it. And there was I wrote about this woman, a big-heart woman. I want to make a change, just like her. Well someday :) 

AND OH OH, A big match tonite between HarimauMuda The Malaysian Heroes, and The Garuda. Ya Allah, please help us. May Malaysia win this. Insyaallah. Insyaallah :') Tapi menang kalah, ILOVEYOU MALAYSIA ♥ ♥ ♥ I love youuuuuuuuuu. Muhaimin, pinjam ye :)

By becoming nothing, we become part of everything - Yasmin Ahmad

I miss you. 

Allah bless ♥

Its our graduation day. Well it really mean something to me :') The school really mean something to me. Yeah truly. Yelah cuba fikir mana kau belajar jadi diri kau yang sekarang ni. Well around 6.30am dah kumpul atas bas. Haha masuk masuk bas menggigil because muhaimin call bas nak gerak okay say what?! -,- 


The auditorium was big and great and we're lucky ;D Hehe. So here some pictures :)

Gamma rules ;D

The gorgeous ;D <3 Hahha

Kena marah sebab bising sangat hehe. Yelah semua excited ^^ 

Masuk dewan dah start gelabah haha nasib panjang ucapan Tan Sri Alimuddin and wife, Puan Sri Datin Mazlilah a.k.a our principle :) hehe the part when puan sri pass the cenderahati to him everyone was 'awww' ;D 

So tiba masa everybody in first session line up. Honestly i was menggigil like haih. Haha, but i manage to calm myself. Hehe awesome :) Then performance was good. The girls were all beautiful and dikir barat chinese boy being one of the artist of the day. He's so bersemangat gilaa and the face his making awhh so cute. hahahaha. 

Okay then the second session. When it almost done everybody seems to start resah, Haha nak keluar lah tu -,- Then penyampaian anugerah pelajar contoh, i would be cry if i were the two girls. So much awesome being them :') I cant imagine how proud their parents' are. Well ayah ibu, i'll make you proud someday. i will :') 

Lepas tu sesi bergambar ramai ramai. Hehe, kalaulah masa panjang lagi. And unfortunately there's no family picture of us -,- macam mana boleh lupa -,-

I'll make you proud someday ibu ayah :*

Lepas tu makan. hehe. Okay then turun waiting for bus to come. 

Krol. I miss her :*

How many time did I told you she's pretty? and she's awesome <3 

I gonna make you proud cikgu :)

The one and only. She rules the school ! ^^

:')

Wehehehehe :) So it was a great day. And the most important is I'm happy and I'm so gonna miss all this. Hah :(

Then we went to Tutti Frutti on Kak Laili's treat. She's awesome. again. haha, so my first tutti frutti was by her treat. Lol yeah, my first -,- And we had so much fun laughing snapping pictures and even talking to the fish. but later okay. hehe, ayah dah marah sebab curi netbook ;p 

Ya Allah, kau permudahkan segalanya untuk kami. Ya Allah, i love them so much. Every single person I talked about. Youve shown Your love to me through them. Bless us Ya Allah, Alhamdulillah. Thankyou so muchhhhh :') 

PS : Realizing that school has almost come to end made my eyes filled with tears. 

I gonna miss my girlfriends, my guyfriends, cikgu hasmalaili, sazah saripah, the teachers, gamma, ICTs, and everything about school. Every single thing of it :'(