A tralalalala :)

Okay, so I don't really know where to start. Its page 3 of 366. Yeah hahaha. Well 2 days back, I was at home doing absolute nothing. Sad life. Boring days, whatever you said. And I don't remember what I've been doing yesterday at all. Oh yeah besides the Balloon Chocolate Cup. I failed. Lalala. And the chocolate wasn't even taste like chocolate. 


Okay here is it, 1 January 2012, my big brother cousin, engaged. And EVERYONE was there. *terkilan* :( I was supposed to be there and I blame ibu for this. Hahaha she got a lot of works to do. Hmm. Me, sad. I miss my cousins. I miss the kids, Haikal Aina Hadif Jimmy Ana, semua :( And I dont remember the last time I met MakTeh putih melepak tu. It just like since forever. 


So here it is. Got this from Kak Anis. Tunang dia lawa juga :) Abang Syafiq look tembam in here. And if you ever remember, I had once post about him. He's the one that had cancer. But he's recovered and healthy now. Alhamdulillah :) After dia dah sihat, badan dia naik, pipi dia tembam, and I've never seen him that way. Allah bless :)

So to abang syafiq and his tunang, kak nisa, cepat kahwin, cepat bagi saya anak saudara ramai-ramai :) Yeayyy haha. dan, semoga sihat sampai bila-bila. Aminn. You know, it is sad. I have family dead due to cancer. Ya Allah, Kau permudahkan urusan mereka. Amin.

So tomorrow, school start again. I've frequently said that I miss school, I miss everything about school. Yeah it is. Well facebook and twitter connect me to everyone. Lalala. Even my precious Cikgu Laili. Haha. But still, i miss seeing her in person.

"Pas ni bila korang dah keja, n dah ade life msg2 tak kan kacau sya lagi kan......" - Cikgu Laili. 

I dont know what exactly she thought about this. But I feel sad cause I realize the truth and the fact. The fact that each and everyone of us will have our own life. Not today, but someday. The fact that everyone will forget everything someday. Not all, but some memories. The priority change. Become an option. You know what I mean, kan Qistina. Well, we'll see.  

I just can only hope and pray that will not happen. Especially to my amazing best friends. Things I fear the most is being forgotten. being abandon. being left. being alone. Well that just me. Biggest problem of mine. And oh another thing. I always over thinking. But it seems to be normal as muhaiminah is also that kind of person. HAHAHA kbai. But yeah this is another problem, I'm afraid to express myself. So no one ever knew that. So it is 3 in 1 problem. Meh jom bancuh dengan air, jadi probrinks. Kay -___-


Well until now, I dont really understand why people loves me. Why my best friends loves me, why they treat me well. And why not the person that always being alone. I found them at school. Alone and just sometimes be seen. Disappear and suddenly appear. With no feelings, no everything in their face. Why they? why not me? Yeah true, it isnt me who should questioning what Allah's doing. Just wondering and craving to know. I should be grateful kan. Alhamdulillah. 

And even if you're not meant to be with me in my future, you still will be the prettiest past I've ever had in my life. Note this. To the people I love. 

♥

Always Unique

Happy New Year 2012

*bunga api*

So I've spent my last day of 2011 with my beloved friends. We went for lunch together, watching movie and bought the same Tshirt. Okay, I would say that I end the year with laughs and smiles. And it would absolutely even better if Zanee, Qis, Izzati and Qush were there too. I miss them :(

 Perfect ♥

SuperGirls ♥

Adynn's treat ♥

We should do this again next time! :D

Awww, this is so cute! Babies ♥

Me heart them ♥

"Aku sambut Awal Muharram je." Please -,- Jangan nak hipokrit sangat ;p Lagipon dear, Awal Muharram dah lepas. And tak salah nak wish or sambut Tahun Baru cuma jangan berlebih lebih, itu je :) Lalalala~ 


So goodbye forever 2011. You've been so nice to me :) And yes, you're the best year of my entire school life. and maybe the best year so far. Ya Allah, thanks for everything you gave me. My big family. My awesome best friends. My amazing friends, classmates and schoolmates. My greatest teachers. And everyone around me. and may 2012 be even better... Ya Allah, please guide me :')

Never Ordinary :)

Happy Birthday SuperRara

I've been waiting for this moment to come. Well now, all of us have turned 17. Its 30 December 2011. Ini kisah tentang dia. Korang ada Tentang Dhia, aku ada Tentang Fara. Lol 


So, dia funny. dia jahat. dia gedik. dia tak betul, dia terencat sikit. dia kedekut. dia bijak gilaa. dia suka senyum. dia baik. dia bising. dia awesome. dia amazing. dia kesayangan saya. dia cinta hati saya. dia intan payung saya. dia jantung saya. dia buah strawberry saya. dia apple saya. dia kakak saya. dia adik saya. dia segalanya buat saya. lalalala kbai :) You mess up with her, mean that you mess up with me thousand times more. *Pegang kapak*


She turns 17 today. Super Gorgeous little sister. She's a good listener and a very good adviser. She's younger than me but she's better than me. I'm glad we're friend. It has been four years, we are best friend. Fara, aku tak nak cari best friend lain. Lalalala. So Fara, please stay with me. Even you're miles away from me. Note this, I need you, I forever need you. Bayangkan bila dah dewasa nanti (LOL) orang tanya kita sejak bila kita kawan, 'Sejak di bangku sekolah' Hahaha. Atau macam minah cakap, masa kita kawin hahaha hmm, I really wish that to happen someday, to us. Insyaallah. 


Fara, kalau satu hari nanti aku start jauh dari kau, please tarik aku balik. Kecuali, kau memang dah tanak aku. Lalalala k ignore that -,- Lempang je okay *bagi kebenaran* Ataupun, kau cari post ni balik print then campak kat muka aku. Okay, the truth is, huh, I'm afraid to lose you. Really :( dan aku nak mintak maaf selama ni kita kawan aku selalu sakat kau, selalu buat kau marah, selalu itu selalu ini. Aku buat dekat orang yang aku sayang je. ahahaha :D *Lap air mata* Aku taknak hilang kau. Aku takut :) Aku takuuuut sangat :(


Okay, hurm, so Fara, have a great birthday. Me always love you. Always :) So....

Happy Birthday SuperRara 

May Allah bless you and may all your dreams comes true

Please stay happy, funny, strong, cute, lovely and good.

Fara, I Love You so much and it never stop increasing days by days.

Thankyou for being a very great sister to me. 

I LOVE YOU BEST FRIEND. 

Iloveyou, SuperGorgeous...♥

Sisters ♥ :)

:)

Okay just got back from Ipoh. I'm tired. Seriously. Ipoh was nothing. Lost World of Tambun, just fine, I prefer Sunway Lagoon more. Tu je interesting part. Else, was huh. 

Okay now, just left a week before muhaimin will be going to Sarawak. A week. Cepatnya -,- Okay whatever. And oh lepas ni budak budak tu masuk sekolah balik. Gosh I miss school. Really :(

And Congratulations to 96's babies, for their excellence results. 87 got straight As. Cool :) Go BTHO :))

Losing a best friend and trying to pretend that you don't care because they don't can be hardest thing to pretend in the world.

I've been in this. Once.

SuperChacha is flying

I've planned this for such a long time where actually I've been doing this for years. Summary of the year. Hahah I dont really have the idea of naming it. Duh, whatever. So its 15 December. 15 hari sebelum 2012. Semoga tahun itu akan jadi lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnya :)


Thirteen year-old me
Very childish. Nerd? Hahah. Yeah kind of. Bendahari 1Kualiti. Tak pernah fail ukur sekolah. Ye, memang kuat merayau. Semua cikgu kenal. Orang panggil Adynn and me, Belangkas. Masa tu, i dont even know what Belangkas looks like. Ye memang teruk. Cermin mata bulat-oval like seriously i am weird and ugly. I dont really see my self as a kid anymore. Hakikatnya. Hmm doing all stuff that make me happy even it was wrong. Qistina, still my barney :) Bukan 'Adynn' tapi Dinie. Jarakkan meja masa bergaduh -,- Izzani kitorang panggil adik, and i dont remember why but that was lame. Lepak tepi balcony. And oh oh, i still remember, ubat bengkak Qistina ;D Haha masa tu Road Run, kaki adynn sampai bengkak. hahaha. Diary Qistina, kitorang bukak guna gunting ;p oh Qis, please forgive me X) Naim. Abang Muaz Baldi. Yeah we were bullying him. Sukan dekat IKBN. I joined Rumah Kuning punya perbarisan was yeah quite fun. Cikgu Norazlina Chu Ahmad, Cikgu Jihan my favorite teacher. Cikgu Mazura masa tu disastrous haha :) Yang lain, entah tak ingat. 


Fourteen year-old me
One of the best school year ever ;) 2 Objektif. Where Generation Crew created. I've changed. Walaupun sikit. My classmates was my best friends. We conquered the class. Everything were on us. Ziqa, Nino, Krol, Fara, Minah, Lina, Adynn, Safwah. The four boys, Arif, Azim, Fikri and Harith. Hmm :) Good memories. The teachers pon superb. Cikgu Pogee, Teacher Ros, Cikgu Rosnita :) and oh, Ustaz Syafawie. I miss his stories, his advices. I miss him. 5 July, Jom Karnival. Rabbit Western theme. Last day of school, we were playing with tepung where when I was in primary school it was illegal. Haha, it is now, but who cares ;p and yes it was my first time playing with tepung haha -,- But dalam manis ada pahit. From the 'bitter' I've learned how someone be clone of someone else just to make he looks good in front of other people. and the value of friendship. Yeah the hikmah always cover up the bad things. 


Fifteen year-old me
For me, it was the worst class ever. 3 Optimis. yet it was not 'that' bad. Kawan kawan, we all split up. Suku ke Objektif, suku lagi ke Efektif. So things was not so fun. Plus it was PMR year. But it was the year where I started to get close to my big bro, Muhaimin. I dont remember anything that brings a lot of memories except for Kadet Remaja Sekolah. Was extremely fun and memorable. But its better for me to keep it to myself. But the after-PMR-life was extremely amazing and fun. We did what everybody dont do. We do our own activities. Now, i'm missing Cikgu Siti Rahmah so much :) 


Sixteen year-old me
I entered the Science stream class. 4 Gamma. Everything was new to me. The books, the teachers, the environment, the everything about it. People said it is your honeymoon year. Trust me, it was not that easy. Addmath was the nightmare. The first test, I managed not to get any failed. But the next and the rest Haih :/ Class? We're not 'that' united. I dont even know some of them even it has come to end of the year. But what Teacher Azlina did, has changed our relationship a little. We become closer to each other after the 'tukar tempat'. Hahah. ICT? Its our rules ;p


Sentiasa Mencari Seronok was created. It was 10 of us. Me, Adynn, Minah, Fara, Muhaimin. Mira, Airin, Afif, Fanah, and Qistina. We did everything together. We fight of little things. We eat, we played, we run together. We even cried together. But this is the year where we fought a lot of times. 'Diorang ni asyik gelakkkk je' 'They never know what meaning of sad' 'Mana saya pergi mesti nampak awak gelak' Yeah, that really us that time. Kelantan trip was the best trip ever. We look so much bad. We conquered the best place in train. We even argued with the teachers. We got the best place on the way back. Hahaha superb nice memories ever.   


Seventeen year-old me
The best of everything I've ever had ;) TokIn was created. I am actually glad we fight a lot cause that actually made our friendship even tighter. I met Shahzani and Izzati. My new bestfriends. Just scroll down to another posts, you can see how shining we are lol ;p Yeah I love them to death. They own my heart. Well we have a lot of names. Tok In, GengBilikGuru, GengBudakGorgeous and SuperGorgeous. Hahaha X) Cikgu Hasmalaili. She is our mummy. She's pretty. She's awesome. She's funny. Yeah really. And 'cruel' sometimes lol ;p Miss her so much ;( And yeah, she's the reason we got the GengBilikGuru title. Yeah because of youuu. Some things really remind me of her. BMW, Red Velvet, Anuar Zain, Orange colour, haha XD Enough said, she's the best teacher ever. Even she's never teaches us any subjects. If you ever read this, lol never, Love you ;D The Gammarians? Yeah we're so cool. Sazah Saripah haha. I gonna miss everything about this class. So, it is the best senior year I've ever had :)






Okay. I've summarise everything. Actually, malas nak tulis banyak banyak hee :) I listed only the best of the year I think :) Theres a lot more I wanna write but never mind :) It five years of happiness. Thankyou Allah for the perfect family i had. Thankyou for the amazing best friends and friends. Families and friends, you mean the world to me. Allah loves me. Allah loves us ;)  


And Oh, warmth welcome to my dearest SuperQushie to Super Gorgeous. Youre now one of us :) You can count on me like one two three.... Ill be there ;D Loveyouu 

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Oh oh oh. Ombak Rindu. I read the review from Ali Atan. Tragedy murahan? Well I'm craving to know what it is all about. Yeah for me, OR is just nice. It keep rolling in my mind about the point of view. The Muslim thingy really disturb me. Sometimes I think Ali Atan was right. But it made me think and asking a lot. Well, Imma find the answers :) And and the thought, "I would rather ask my children to watch the cartoons that have a lot of 'Islam' with no 'Muslims' other than watch the movies with everyone is 'Muslims' but no 'Islam' in it." Help me? 

Okay post ni takde gambar. But haha let it be. Malas nak cari.