tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-65743479243002120612024-02-19T03:28:22.539-08:00Seventeen NovemberAyeshaNadhrahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00113438562844813708noreply@blogger.comBlogger336125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6574347924300212061.post-8118641980454032002013-06-04T03:34:00.000-07:002013-06-04T03:34:41.993-07:00Third Semester. Say what?! Allah. Time is running so fast. Just to a blink of an eye. And I am not that ready to go back. I am just ready to see my friends. Hahaha really. Im not ready to say goodbye to home. Sure gonna miss them like a lot. This new semester will brings a lot for me to remember and go through. I can already see the black and white and even the grey one. Ahhhhhhh. Whatever it is.. I left everythg to Him. May He guide me to the right way. May He ease everythg for me. May everythg turns out great in His arms. In the name of Allah. Lets begin the new semester. Bismillah.AyeshaNadhrahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00113438562844813708noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6574347924300212061.post-2184344040250492152013-02-15T12:12:00.003-08:002013-02-15T12:12:56.629-08:00Superhero. Tak perlu baca. <span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">OK. Aku kena cepat ni, kena sepantas kilat, sebab dah takde masa. Masa? Haah, its almost 3.30 am in the morning. And I'm going back to Lendu in 36 hours. Assignments? Confirm lah belum siap sepenuhnya. Haha. Tak mengantuk ke. Taklah, aku dah bantai tidur petang tadi punya lama. Kejadah. Okay. Here's the thing. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20px; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Cakap pasal kakak. Truly said, aku jealous gila tengok semorang ada yang kakak atau abang atau older siblings. Jangan tanyalah aku ni anak sulung ke apa kan. Penyepak nak? Terang bersuluh lampu spotlight kat situ. Takde untuk tiru atau idola terdekat maybe? Hmm. Macam tu lah aku dari dulu, tak tahu siapa nak rujuk. Ibu? Dalam cerita akuu...... Entahlah itu cerita lain. </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20px; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Cakap pasal konflik. Well it's my fault. Bersalah kerana lupakan <i>setiap putih ada hitamnya</i>, mungkin? :) Takpe, sekurangnya aku belajar dan terus belajar. Dan kerana konflik permasalahan tak berhenti tu, aku makin menghargai semua yang jadi. Walaupun kenangan yang tu tak banyak, ye tak banyak tapi cukup kot, cukup buat aku tersenyum tiba tiba, ketawa tetiba, tak kurang menangis tahape hape. Lemah kadang kadang. Tapi aku kena kuat. dan sentiasa bersyukur kerana sekurangnya, nama diorang tercatat dalam hidup aku. Tercatat jadi sebahagian dari aku :-) <b>Subhanallah, all praises to You, Ya Allah</b>. Dan aku? Tak pernah putus harap, diorang akan terus jadi sebahagian dari hidup aku. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">To ayah and ibu, adik-adik, best friends, classmates, mates. Haha and <b><i>dearest sisters</i></b>, thank you for being part of my life and a part of who I am. Jazakallahu Khair. </span></div>
AyeshaNadhrahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00113438562844813708noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6574347924300212061.post-65848266118301139432013-01-04T10:51:00.000-08:002013-01-04T10:51:04.114-08:00Penyucian jiwa. Lah sangat. <span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Hai peopot. Kays. Today I kat rumah uolls. I balik okay I balik. I buat decision drastic gila babs I cakap uolls. Semata mata nak amik camera punya pasal. Phew. Now satu badan sakit sakit. Pasaipa, ohh I mmg macam ni, asal balik je mulalah mengada ngada nak demam. Tepape tah tepape. Kenapa amik camera, ohh I kan, tak biasa takde camera ni. Susah. Okay seriously, annoying -_- Dah sorry gaise. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Amik camera sebab esok ada Dinner Anum :-) Haha aku tak tahulah kenapa aku jadi sayang gila dekat anum. Nampak tak? Tak eh? Okay. Life? Hectic, pathetic, thick, fantastic bombastic elastic *kay over* Terlalu banyak benda jadi. Sampai aku pon tak tahu nak cerita apa dah. Ni tengah ada mood nak menaip, tu yang korang tengah baca ni. Hari ni dah 5 haribulan. Kata warga twitterjaya Page 5 of 365. Wuuu. Terror semorang ada buku memasing. Fuyoh. Kalau korang punya best seller mmg wa salute! Kalau setakat sekali publish itu pon tak habis jual, watlek watpis, baru page 5 haha kay. ada lagi 360. Lekluuuu. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">So, so far, mine was just nice, I guessed hiks. and oh the kakaks read my blog. Haha. Malu gila sheng -_- Lepak ngan Kak Auni kat bilik dia tetiba dia "Eh, kita baca blog awakkkk, awak kata kita comel, awak kata botol kita pon comel" Lol -_- Lepak dengan Kak Hajar tengok bulan kat sebelah court "Eh betul ke akak garang gila dulu? Akak ada baca blog awak" Bla bla bla something like dat lah. Hahahahahah balik bilik terus aku baca balik apa aku tulis. Terasa nak menyorok bawah kerusi. Haha ye kalau baca blog saya, sila senyap. Taktahu gene apa ada dalam darah sampai jadi macam ni. Pepelik je diri sendiri. Kay whateber lah. What's on here, stays here :E <-- bawah.="bawah." font="font" gigi="gigi" nbsp="nbsp" takde="takde"></--></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Perasan tak aku macam hyper gila ni hah? Tak perasan eh? Yes, aku tengah menulis 180 km sejam. Tak caya.... sudah. Mood swing gila nowadays. Hormon tak stabil mungkin. Kejap kejap tetiba mood taknak layan orang, habis semua orang aku layan tak layan je, kata dorang 'Mampus tak layan' Diorg cakap, aku tak. Karang tetiba hyper gila, habis semuaorang aku ajak bercakap, lari sana lari sini, gelak -_- Ceh. What's wrong with me? Someone pls tell me? Eh. Tak suka sebenarnya. Karang kawan kawan aku kecelaruan maklumat. Kesian diorang. Haha. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Oh aku nak cerita pasal buku tahun baru akuuuu! (Acah acah berjaya)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><b>Page 1 of 365</b> : <i>Went out with the girls. Mimi Ayong Wani and Laila. Main bowling, Karoks :D Was fun hehe (Asal guwa rasa macam cliche gilos). Malam tu, celebrate birthday Kak Yana. Was planned by Kak Sally. Kitorang guna prank candle tak boleh padam tu. Tapi disebabkan errr, so tak baca instruction bantai cenggitu, tetiba candle tu padam haha. Seronok Kak Yana bantai bahan aku dengan nisa -_- Bahagia naw dia malam tu, sikit sikit pandang aku gelak </i></span><i><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">'Bila dah menyala susah nak padam' XD</span><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">. Tengok sinister dengan kak yana & kak auni yang sakit kepala last last tido. Pastu balas pantun dengan kak yana kak hajar. Hehe. Akak, dulu, orang juara tau, Dulu lah, 19 tahun lepas. </span></i><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><b>Page 2 of 365</b> :<i> Pepagi ada orang send text 'Kiub maggi kiub knor, hmm best nya tido. Malam malam pergi belayau, hahaha selamat belajau' -___- And cannot tahan tell you, penat tahan gelak. Sungguh kejam akak sorang ni -_- Nasib badanlah kan kelas 8.30. Grr. </i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><b>Page 3 of 365</b> : <i>The only thing I remember was, 2 kali guwa dah sampai kelas, baru tahu kelas cancel. Hahaha *asah parang*</i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><b>Page 4 of 365</b> : <i>Kelas Bel, Madam Syai. Di sebabkan Miss Aina tetiba ntah bagaimana dan kenapa pergi tinggalkan kami membawa diri dan haluan (kay sumpah over) maka masuklah Mdm Syai ke kelas tadi. Serious aku cakap dia ajar best gila. BEST GILA WEH. Boleh bayang tak betapa happy nya aku study kat kelas tadi. Tetiba dia cakap, saya relief je kelas awak yang ni. Nanti akan ada lecturer baru masuk next week. And we all semua, ALAHHHH :'( Okay tu je lah kot. Oh and and, tadi dalam bas masa balikkan, dekat seat belakang kitorang. ada baby anak mat saleh phewwww comel gila :'D </i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Why am I listing out everything that happen? This is what I'm trying to do, tak tahu lah sampai bila aku istiqamah tapi best je. Tapi takpayah kot empty jar bagai. Nanti lansung tak istiqamah dibuatnya. Phew. </span><br />
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<br />AyeshaNadhrahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00113438562844813708noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6574347924300212061.post-89015653250364462362012-12-29T18:04:00.001-08:002012-12-29T18:04:49.799-08:00<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">So.. in just another less than 6 hours, I'll be off to Lendu. While most of the students are going back on Tuesday. New year kan T.T Tahniahlah sambut new year jauh dari family. Tak cool man. Takpe. Ada kawan kawan. And ada kelas. Ada quiz pulak tu T.T Haha nais! 2012 has been so nice to me. Allah has given me so much to live. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">It happens to be one of the hardest year I've ever been through so far. And it has come to end. I am very grateful. Enough said, I've been living most of the days of the year 2012 to the fullest. Semua benda aku buat aku capai kepuasan tu. Alhamdulillah. New friends, new life, new problems, new everything. It was a bless for me. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">To the people whom I already knew in the past 6 months, thank you for being a part of my life and giving me memories. Thank you for being a part of my life and my heart. And one more thing... :)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><i>Happy 18th birthday Faralina Shakirah. You do know how much I love you and miss you always. Wherever you go pls remember I am always with you. May Allah bless ur life and our friendship. Thank you for everything. And thank you Allah for this friendship. I wish you a happy life dekat Muadzam sana, future and afterlife. Take care lil sister. I miss you. </i></span><br />
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See you when I see you Seventeen November Hehe. Assalamualaikum! & Happy new year in advanceeee!</div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">My first week dekat london, eh lendu (KAY) I was too busy, helping my friends moving out from their college to OUR college back. Dang Anum foreberrr! I am lucky to stay still at Dang Anum meanwhile, Nisa, Nad, Wani, Akak, Caca, Putih, Yanie, Kecik, Qintot tercampak merata rata rata rata. And I only managed to get Nisa, Nad and Wani back. Eceh, perasan. Macam aku sorang je tolong dorang dapat pindah sini balik haha. Terima kasih Pej. Kolej, terima kasih kak sally bagi contoh surat, terima kasih kak fuza tolong angkut barang nisa. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Tell you, the first week is tiring but worth it. Aku menangis kat balcony. Level tak sama macam dulu dah. Everyone's telling the same freaking thing. Everyone, by mean, orang lama Anum haha. Since Tun Ali's residents moved to our college. and ramai ahli kehormat Anum tercampak keluar. It was freaking sad! So bila dapat bawak the three girls, Ya Allah, Subhanallah, satu rahmat terindah. Haa gittew kau jemah! Happy tak terhingga aku. Really :-) </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">After a while, everything's get normal back. Level dah bising. Yelah, dulu tak kenal each other kan. Gitu lah jadi haha, actually aku je tak kenal dorang -.- But now. Boleh tahan bising. Macam pasar dah rupanya. Tapi dorang ni ada peak hour dia haha, bukan selalu bising. Macam kitorg dulu.. hiks. Seronok :-) </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Masuk second week I guess, hampir setiap hari lepak bilik Kak Sally, kat angelic. Bukan hampir rasanya, everyday Lol. Kenal Kak Jujie Kak Yana Kak Hajar Kak Auni. Bukan tak kenal before. Tapi kata orang, makin kenal. Eh apa apa jelah -_- Seronok :-) Kak Jujie, dulu kitorang panggil dia kakak koyok hahaha. Kak Yana, wa cakap lu, funny gila dahlah comel. rasa nak cubit je ~,~ Kak Hajar. Yang dulu tu garang gila tuuu. Yang dulu tu semua orang takut gila dengan dia. Haha ke entah, aku je kot yg takut lol. Tapi sekarang haha gelak guling guling dengan dia ni lah. dengan diorang ni lol. Kak Auni lagilah. Ya Allah aku rasa nak melompat jumpa dia. comel nak mati. Ahh dah semua org comel. Maksud aku bukan comel. I mean, comel. Derr pape jelah, aku bukan reti describe orang. Kelakar ke, garang ke apa ke semua aku ganti dengan comel. Tepape tah. Kak Auni dengan bantal petak colour brown dia. Botol air dia haha. Kak sally? Hiks, hai akak *lambai* haha. Yang dapat medal world most caring person pon kalah dengan kak sally. Caring gila sumpah. Haritu guwa kena marah sebab tak makan tengahari. Kena paksa beli lunch. Nangis okay aku dengan nisa. Haha. Serious gila muka kak sally masa tu T.T Nampak Herbalife teringat kak sally. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Until.... I realized something I had forgotten. "Matahari akan pergi juga bila malam tiba" I had some tough time too :) I mean we. And we are trying very hard to fix everything. Lupa pasal hujan yang turun, lupa pada petir yang menyambar. Lupa pada banjir tak diduga. Honestly, I had enough of everything. I am too tired. I nearly give up. I dont understand why is it happening again and again everytime! I guess it is my fault. Kalau tak kenapa mesti jadi benda sama :\ Everyone's putting the blame on me. They dont see theirs :( Thats sadden me the most. Takpelah, maybe, it is really my fault. I dont mind, as long as everyone's happy. I will too :D Tu yang senang jadi aku. Haha. Eh? Whateber. And ohh, I met some Awesome people too!! Very glad to know them. Very happy to be called 'friend' to them. </span></div>
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AyeshaNadhrahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00113438562844813708noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6574347924300212061.post-8933069194835964302012-11-25T18:26:00.001-08:002012-11-25T18:26:14.991-08:00Clumsy. That's so me. <span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">So it is one week left before the semester break ends. And truly said, I am veghy excited. Tapi cuak tak cuak jugak lah kan hahaha. But but tolak tepi. Dah lama sangat kat rumah. Makin mengembang lagi ada. Tak cool. Rambut dah ku potong tapi tak macam potong -_- hmm. Semoga semester dua ni lebih bahagia lol dan happier dan semakin baik :) In Shaa Allah. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">In Shaa Allah? Why not Insyaallah? Sebenarnya sebutan dia kena panjangkan Shaa tuuu. Kalau tengok sebutan Arab dia. Thats the different. Okay selingan haha. Semalam punya semalam, i got a very shocking news from a friend. And tell you what, I was freak out like never before. Tak memasal aku nangis shaking nak demam sakit dada sgala bagai because the news scared the hell out of me. I was never afraid like that before. Menggigil gigil aku pegang phone dengan laptop. Tak jadi tengok Mariam Kampung Putat ada Hamis Jalikha! Hahaha. But it turns out, she was just kidding (I knew she was kidding hours later, dalam keheningan malam lol hening sangat) -,-</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Aku tak tahulah aku ke yang over ke ape. But the thing is, if you're in my shoes, you'll freak out like I did too. Or maybe it just me :3 Tak kesah lah. I'm not mad or something. I was freaking scared (Its something that I cant control). I swear, aku tak pernah takut sampai macam ni sekali the whole life. Orang yang rapat dengan aku mesti tahu, kalau aku takut aku jadi gelabah, aku jadi tak tentu arah. Hahaha mesti terbayang aku tengah gelabah kan? Lol aku tahu kelakar dan rasa nak tampar. Sorry, I dont know how to control that part of myself yet. Later, I'll figure out somethg hehe.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Well it gave me lessons. Control diri. Focus, it is what important. Entah lah I thought if the news was freaking true pon takkan aku nak freak out everyday shaking everyday, But tell you what, yeah it was a total bangg on me. The next day that is yesterday, aku demam seram sejuk. Tangan tetiba shaking dada berdebar debar and sometimes hardly breath. Haha me so weird. Rasa nak tampar diri sendiri pon ada. Over nak mampus. But tell you, I wasnt kidding, kennot control mann. So after all, I put the blame on myself. I should learn to control myself. So non of this thing would happened (except the news part if it was actually true). I'm fine now. I am actually grateful, He listens to me, and my prayers. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The first paragraph of this entry was written the night before I got the news (Haha I stopped whatever I was doing after I received the news). So at this moment, it is 5 days left before I'm going back to Melaka. I am mentally ready but not physically. Gosh my body is sick. Tell me how is it going to be healthy if what I eat was never vegetables or fruits. Tak fit. Tak macam dulu masa rajin swimming, haha ingat lagi dulu, terperasan six packs kat badan, wa tak tipu, baru nak jadi, tapi tak terjadilah sebab pemalas. Sekarang, baru naik tangga dah semput macam asdfghjkl. Burgh nak jogging, hamak tak rajin hahaha. Kena ubah :( </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Lama tak ada banyak duit. Lama tak spend duit untuk beli buku banyak banyak. Lama tak pergi book fair. Nak kumpul duit. Nak simpan untuk beli buku. And today, I found myself in love with non-fiction books. I dont even know how and why. Seronok sebenarnya non-fictions ni. Dahlah, ni, another sem breaks story. Till then.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Then we off for breakfast. Sangat berkualiti masa yang dispendkan. The whole time we're just laughing and sharing our story in past 5/6 months. There's a lot to share. There's a lot to laugh at. Very long and calming friday morning we had :) Then, I had to go send some stuff to Cikgu Hasmalaili. So we off to her house. Hehe, borak borak. Gosh, we miss her so much! Then suddenly, Zati cakap "We should watch Istanbul Aku Datang today" jokingly. yeah, She was first joking. Cikgu took it serious Haha so the six of us <span style="font-size: x-small;">(Us, four, Kak Farah and Cikgu)</span> ended up watching it. And sponsored by our lovely beautiful teacher. Hehe see, we so cool liddat XD </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">You should watch it like seriously you must! Everything was so beautifully created. the humour. Sakit perut gelak gelak. Lisa is so cute. The character, the clothes, the style, the wed dress. Mannnnn, beautiful ^^ Dengan Istanbul itself, Subhanallah! So amazing, at least it wht I see in the movie. :') Hehe and visiting Istanbul is now on my bucket list :B Place to go before I die. Certainly gonna watch it again. veghy a mind therapy. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">So yesterday.... Yeah, I turned 18 years old :) My day... was just fine. Yeah, I'm 18. But still, I'm a kid at heart hehe. No one can change that fact. I'm proud. Lewls. So, my wish is that, I become stronger and wiser. Being a good servant to Him. Being a good daughter anyway. A good sister. The best of a friend can be. Strong army in my own battle of my life. Gosh seriously I am influenced by the Avatar The last airbender story. <span style="font-size: x-small;">(Imagine myself speaking in Katara's way) </span>Okay, just ignore that -_-Seriously. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Kay sambung. I want to change for the better life. It is not that I dont have a great life before, it just that, i never made it the best for myself in other words, I dont live it to the fullest. I keep choosing the wrong path even though the right one was never far from me. I see it clearly, but never tries to get myself that way. I keep on blaming people around me. I keep on running away from the people who really needs me and appreciate me the way I am. And I keep on going to the people who wants me when they're needing something. And that's how I end up hurt and...... mad sometimes. I guess I am mad to myself. I dont know how to overcome this. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">That one time, I realized I have no feelings anymore. I dont know how to feel sad. My sympathetic feelings gone. My tears are hardly fall. Which is I guess, a bad thing for me, as a human or at least a girl. Thats happened because I had so much pain inside <span style="font-size: x-small;">(This really approve 'pain will only make you stronger' I heard most time)</span> but it turns out the wrong way of strong meaning. Remember when I had to move from uniten to uitm? I felt like the whole world are against me. I feel like my rights were violated. But not anymore. I learnt to accept the fact that <i>when He says Kun, then its happen</i>. And cherish the <i>'Everything happens for reasons'</i>. And yeah truly understand, <i>'what He takes from you, He'll give it back the better way'</i>. Just move on with the flow and start making everything the best we could.<span style="font-size: x-small;"> (haha honestly, I've no idea where this spirit come from)</span> and oh yeah, trust your parents. They know the best. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Bila pergi sini, aku lupa semua masalah aku (including the one yang tak sepatutnya panggil problem pon, oh whatever) Seriously it was a peace of mind. Rasa tenang yang amat. I just realized all I need was vacation haha. Hmm. I was thinking how great it will be if I have the chance to go there with the best friends, Qistina or whoever it is. I miss Qistina a lot. And yeah, I dont miss anyone like I miss her except my aunties. haha the two beautiful women on my last entry. Walaupun asyik hujan je. Lagilah kan sejuk nak mati haha. Nak pijak lantai pon berlari lari sebab sejuk.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">"Kita kena pindah ke Cameron Highland, ayah kena kerja kat sana, KTM nak buat keretapi naik ke situ" Hahahaha ~,~ It will be so great if one day ayah bagitahu benda tu lol. So now I seriously dont get it why Izzati hates moving to CH except for leaving her friends here in cheras. Well okay, I maybe will miss cheras even more haha since dari kecik aku tinggal kat sini. Okay I'll stop the craps here.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Okay ignore everything yang ada dalam paragraph atas ni. Sigh. Apa apa jelah. I need another vacation hahahaha. 2 weeks and 4 days left before the semester break ends. Tak cool okay. I am not ready baby, NOT READY :( I still want to be at home.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">No pictures cause I'm so lazy to upload it. I'm not feeling well. I feel like asdfghjkl. I miss Qistina. I miss Afif. I miss Wani. I miss my aunts, I miss my cousins. I miss the best friends. Sobs. Okbai. ahhhh mood swing all sudden. Tak cool.</span>AyeshaNadhrahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00113438562844813708noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6574347924300212061.post-12042420950189558822012-11-05T07:56:00.000-08:002012-11-05T07:57:23.733-08:00Little thought. <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">So, I had a great time ber-ice skating today with the best friends, Afif and Wany. Hikhik. Finally got the chance after a long time. Jenjalan sikit. Lepaking. Was fun</span><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">. Wany kat KL until tomorrow. Yeah, i miss her a lot. Rambut dia paling tak tahan. Comel nak mati. Sayang, tak ada gambar 3 orang. Eh ada sebenarnya. Hek. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Exactly 4 weeks left and here we go, semester 2. I hope I'll be nice to my self. I hope I strong enough to face everything. I wish things don't change. I wish everyone will stay. I have a lot of things messed up in my mind. I dont want to go back. I'm afraid of changes. I'm afraid of moving on. I'm afraid of new things. But I guessed, sigh. I'm ready. Well at least, I think I am. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">I miss them. The two very important women in my life. Hope you're doing well.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">And currently watching these..................</span></div>
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AyeshaNadhrahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00113438562844813708noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6574347924300212061.post-70940568687206669222012-10-30T18:44:00.000-07:002012-10-30T18:47:56.035-07:00#100<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Haha suka benda ni. Trending twitter. Malas nak buat kat twitter. nanti tak boleh baca balik. Err, boleh je sebenanrnya haha okay -_- And pernah buat jugak dulu. Hehe </span><a href="http://nurayesha.blogspot.com/2012/01/be-good-one.html%C2%A0"><span style="color: #93c47d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Double Click Here </span></a><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><b>So here are the <u>#100ThingsAboutMe</u></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>1) 17 days left before my birthday</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>2) Currently having a superbly nice semester break. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>3) I was kidding just now. It is superbly boring sem break i'm having here.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>4) I dont know how can I reach the 100 things about me. Dekat sini pon dh tersekat.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>5) I currently eating some biscuits. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>6) I love kids and babies like so much. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>7) They probably the cutest thing on earth and I am so in love with them</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>8) I feel like squeezing their cheeks. Gigit ke lempang ke. Haha</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>9) Seriously yeah i can be THAT hyper whenever I see them around.</i></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">10) I miss my best friends so much. </span><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg05ObZp4yrUh3Eet7lRgauSFIcsZzBPOp8I5u2dBaKU36u0wmDYx9fEUqoncVExp2QnrOuC2-DifFvQ9oVxWmqslXT29JXBies7jerw858QjMgB5sBAkqGlJehhaR_3pEZVdFY0uZN2ys/s190/187858_202236596479379_146625883_n.jpg">The Perfect Nine</a> and <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhH2lCCV27sxtGTJ5vZzDSonmL-kpEs_2QKyoTmdVT97AVoVxw8r0vpDMdqUnGAv0hQL3S0a0qhOx-xsOEwHKIOhcpQTkqPBBFPpGv9FHtx9iAWq2EEItAcb6Wjb1rQZunX9RUqeeep1-0/s190/%253D%25291.JPG">The Fruits</a> :(</span></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>11) I miss lendu very much but having the fact that I'm gonna be back to Lendu in another 4 weeks really killing me inside. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>12) I'm not ready for semester 2.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>13) I'm hungry, really.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>14) NCIS, forever my favourite. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>15) I miss fall asleep with the novels in my hand, not the smartphone.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>16) I dont like teddy bears. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>17) I miss the smell of bookstores. ahhhh, heaven.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>18) Gagagagagap bila nervous like seriously. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>19) Forever geli dengan lipas cicak cacing. Lembik. Ew. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>20) I love Ellen.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>21) I never know how to solve others' problems but I listen and stay (so far)</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>22) I love maths. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>23) I love Ice skating.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>24) I seriously hate compliments. cause i never know how to react with those. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>25) I dont speak my problem cause I know people wont understand.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>26) And it is even hurt when I realize they actually dont give a damn bout it. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>27) So I stay silent.... and. Continues life.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>28) I care about what others think of me</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>29) I easily forgive. and sometimes forget.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>30) I dont give the second chance to the people i think not worthy</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>31) I love hanging around with my friends and having a great laugh.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>32) I love coffee houses</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>33) Humanity is what I strongly stand for.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>34) I love wearing socks at night</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>35) Selalu berangan jadi spy or forensic. Haha my obsession</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>36) Have high respect on the 'Science People' cause their brain is like asdfghjklqwertyuiop damn genius. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>37) I love to sing. Karok hihi</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>38) I'm half malay and half malay. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>39) I am a boring person. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>40) I love playing around</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>41) I love hiking</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>42) Suka gua sungai air terjun, nature. Suka melasak. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>43) Bila tak suka, I'll have 1001 alasan untuk tak buat</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>44) I love maths. And I know I've mentioned it before but I love Maths</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>45) I love dark chocolates</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>46) Craving for Manhattan</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>47) I love it when someone hug or kiss me.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>48) Taylor Swift yeah. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>49) I want to sleep.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>50) I'll continue tomorrow. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>51) In love with the song Little Things by One Direction since the first time i heard them</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>52) I'll keep on repeating the same song i like for thousand times until i get bored. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>53) My English are broken</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>54) I am still a kid at heart</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>55) I never want to stop playing</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>56) I cant stand seeing those little creatures, the babies.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>57) I dont understand why people hate kids. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>58) They said if you hate kids or babies, that is when Allah stops giving rahmat to you.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>59) I love Doraemon. He's kind and ugly lol</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>60) I love dancing</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>61) I used to write a lot</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>62) I am suck at memorizing</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>63) I love adventure. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>64) If I am mad, my hands will start shaking and that is when I start tearing up</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>65) Tak boleh makan ubat pil. Hikhik yeah </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>66) Ada gastrik.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>67) I love pictures. It worth a thousand words.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>68) I wash my hair once in 2 days</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>69) Ada resdung.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>70) I dont have any story to inspire but I'd love to. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>71) I'm really good at pretending and hiding my feelings</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>72) I love travelling</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>73) My first semester in UiTM was beyond amazing</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>74) Teringin sangat sangat sangat study oversea. Its been my dream since I was little.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>75) I dont like snacks except for SuperRing haha. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>76) Suka cari bulan malam malam :)</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>77) I miss my school life</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>78) Degil</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>79) I love tumblr :) </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>80) I hardly cries. but when I do, i really mean it. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>81) Infinity and beyond! </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>82) I miss my guy friends. Really.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>83) Pekak badak.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>84) Pendek and okay -___-</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>85) I love people. I love the variety of them. And what makes everyone different. Unique, subhanallah</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>86) I love when muhaimin giving advises sebab kelakar sebab dia tak tahu cemana nak handle so he'll keep on mumbling and says whatever pops out from his mind walaupun aku tahu sebijik pon tara guna XD</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>87) I miss my childhood friends. Yo Akir Aiman Haziq Bella Adri. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>88) I'm surrounded by great people and I am blessed</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>89) One day, I want to sleep under the skies and stars</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Okay, sumpah merepek -_- Wait do I look like I care. No, and you're reading this at your own risk. Bammmm at least 1 minute been wasted kan. Tralalalala. Take care everyone. happy Wednesday ;)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Its 20 days left before my birthday, 17th November. Well.... I dont expect much. I never want to hate my own birthday. So I wont expect much. So that I wont hurt so much. So that I wont hate my own freaking birthday. Hihi. Kbai.</span></div>
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AyeshaNadhrahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00113438562844813708noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6574347924300212061.post-74550580366061451882012-10-23T16:06:00.000-07:002012-10-23T16:06:25.357-07:00<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Semester Break dah masuk hari ke 6. Plan amalan hidup sihat belum jalan. Haha. Konon-konon nak jogging every morning lah. But serious ah, no matter what nak jugak. Stamina low nak mampus. baru kena lari sikit dah macam orang kena asma -_- Tahpape tah. So setakat ni, cuti yang ada belum dimanfaatkan sebaik mungkin except for haritu lepak sekolah dengan the twins. Hihi. Dan kekonon nya semalam nak jogging dengan Qintot. Jogging atas katil macam biasa dan sampai ke petang. What the heck. Lalalalala i should find something interesting to do. Kena plan ni kena plan. Takkan nak biar cuti tu ke laut je. Kerja? Naah, takkan sebulan setengah mengadap benda sama. So not me! Kbai</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">So I guess it is time for me to pahatkan dalam blog ni on how my first semester or Part 1 story went to. Two words, it was beyond amazing!! Truthfully, I never believe I'll said that on the first place, since being in UiTM was in my last thing to do list. Well.. if you know my stories before. Hehe. Okay, wa tarik itu kata-kata balik. Betullah apa orang cakap, just follow whatever your parents ask you to do. They always know the best. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">My first two weeks in UiTM was disaster. Tapi rasa kelakar pon ye jugak. Betapa emotional aku masa tu Masyaallah. Malu sendiri bila baca posts lepas. Erk nvm. But masa tu mmg emotional breakdown betul ah wa cakap lu. Tapi memang budak2 sangat -_- Tapi eh eh ah lantak lah. Dah lepas. Haha. But then... after a few months, I met the girls and probably some guys that made me the happiest girl on earth. Okay.. exaggerating. Lalalalala who cares. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">I realized that there's more things to experience and do here in UiTM compare to UNITEN or IPTS maybe. And that is one of the reasons why I am forced being here. The first month, I had less sleep, less eat, less energy, less everything and yeah it was freaking tiring. I mean with all the activities and so-called-event organised by the faculty and college. Pergi kelas balik kelas cari makanan er er what else. Hmm.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Yeah.. we went through a lot of things together. 24/7 aku tengok muka diorang, hadap perangai sorang-sorang. Bangun tidur, the first thing yang aku nampak, diorang. Sebelum tidur, aku nampak diorang. Takde makanan, kelaparan tahap kebuluran, menangis, dengan diorang. Aku sakit, diorang yang jaga. Paksa aku makan ubat. Ngumpat orang lols. Picit kepala aku. Urut belakang aku bila lenguh. Pegang tangan aku, peluk aku bila aku takut. Basuhkan pinggan mangkuk. Gerak bangun Subuh. Tak kasi tidur selagi tak perform Isyak. Belikan ubat. Lipat kan baju, sidaikan baju. K hahaha lols. Cari aku bila aku tiba-tiba hilang. Nangis sekali dengan aku :) Well..what can I say.. they did a great job taking care of me. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The thing that I remember the most are the time we spent together. Laughing like there's no tomorrow. Menari tak habis habis. Asal ada lagu sikit mulalah.. Menyanyi bajet macam suara emas lah konon. Duduk kat beranda kacau orang lalu lalang. Sambung sambung nyanyi. Mandi kat sinki. Tarik towel masa mandi. Tarik kain batik. Kentut sesukahati. Lol XD Twitter Spammmmz. Aihhhh. Too many to be listed here. And not to forget, the time I spent at the library and Tasik and walking around UiTM till 4 5 pagi sampai kena kejar polis bantuan and also with the guys, Syahiran, Amir kuasa 2 Aizad, and else and ohhh, Wawa :) It was so precious. I wont even if I could, change all this memories with a million bucks. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">And now, I really really really miss everything in Lendu. Especially their voices. Their screams. Their laughter. Their everything. Each and every single thing about them. Rinduuu sangat sangat :'c And ohh not to forget, my one and only good friend in class, Irra :) Tak banyak masa dapat spend dengan dia, since she's not my college mate. But I still miss her. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Habis first sem haritu, I was the last person in our group yang pergi tinggalkan adorable (Our level name). So the first one to go home was Jihah, and my roommates, Yanie and Kecik or Farhana. Yeah, they went home too early. The next was Caca or Shahdatul Farisha. Sedap kan nama dia? Then, Meera Kitty, dia gila hello kitty hahah. Then Putih or Nadiah Syahirah sebab dia putih melepak dan terlalu ramai Nadia di level. Haha. The next was, Akak or Nurul Nabila Amirah and this is when I had a serious emotional breakdown. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Masa tu baru terasa sangat sangat most of them dah balik, plus masa tu I was still halfway from the day I'll be home. Memang satu hari penat nangis je. Eh bukan satu hari, heh berhari hari erm. Then Eida.... Labu Gemik saya :) On Saturday, Ayong or Hanisah Jamlus. And by that time I still had 5 days to go. Tinggal me, qintot nad wani and kin je...... To tell you, it was one of the hardest time I have been in Lendu. Sunyi... sepi. Hahah macam drama kan? Tapi der, realiti ni doe. Semua benda yang aku buat, mesti teringat punya lah. Mesti! And Monday.... it just left me, Nad and wanie. Sampailah Khamis. Hah. What a week I've been. A very painful week. Hik hik. And now I'm home, I am still missing them to the max. Sigh :( </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Eh? I dont mention about exams at all ah? Haha, well, exam hmm. I am worried about accounting subject the most. Biarlah, tawakal and doa je for now :) </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">So firstly, me, ur mengkudu wanna thank each and everyone of you, fruittyy tittyyy (haha), for being everywhere with me. Taking care of me. Laugh with me, cry a river with me. Make me the happiest girl. Love me for who I am. Being my sister and bros and being in my life and a part of my heart. Words cant never tell you how much I love and miss you guys. </span><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Well.. it never mean I've forgot all my best friends here. They still own their place in my heart like how it used to be. Cuma, this girls also own another part of myself. And they're all matters to me. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Dear sisters, my BFTJ ;) korang tahu kan siapa korang. Please know that, you mean so much to me and I love you so much. Take care and behave :) I love youuuu. "Bercakap dengan bulan" :') Hikhik</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Apa yang aku tulis ni, it is just a quarter of what We've been through. I want to share a little bit of the memories I had here with these amazing girls and guys in this blog. As for the rest, I already keep it in the deepest of my heart :) And I'm making a video but still in the making. </span></div>
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Sincerely writing,<br />
ur Ayesh,<br />
ur sister,<br />
ur Ecah,<br />
ur Adik,<br />
ur Mengkudu (Haha)<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px; line-height: 15.454545021057129px;">♥</span><br />
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<i><b>"I love you, you love me, we're a happy family, with a great big hug, and a kiss from me to you, wont you say you love me too..." :)</b></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">They're my family, my best friends, my sisters and most of all, a part of my heart. I love you guys so much for the sake of Allah. Please stay like we are forever. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Roughly, it is my second week here in UiTM Alor Gajah and I have to admit, I'm starting to love my campus life here. "Redha dengan takdir Allah" - Ibu. And now, aku mula nampak segala jenis hikmah yang ada tu. Well at least, for now, aite. So meh sini nak cerita :)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Nama Kolej? Dang Anum. Cerita dari tempat tidur dulu lah ye haha. Well, the facilities of course lah tak segempak Uniten. and jujur, masa first time aku nampak tandas dia (it was when my first time jejak kaki dekat UiTM, my parents brought me here, a few days before making the decision) aku menangis haha. Yeah stupid kan. I know. I dont really clear of why it became a very big thing to me. Bilik air je pong -,- Okay lets move on. Bilik aku atas sekali, nama level kitorang, Adorable. hehe. Comel gila. Lol. And my room mates, Syiqin, Yanie and Kecik/Ana. Sekepala, asyik gelak tak berenti. Hahah cool. The room is just nice. Ada almari 2. katil double decker 2, meja panjang. Ahahah. Okay whatever. Well of course I'm not going to tell you every single thing that i have in my room. Tapi yang pasti bersepah gila. Naik kelabu mata aku tengok. heh. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Level mates. Hah kau level mates sangat -,- Ada dua seniors. And both of them are completely langit dan bumi hahah kay. Kak Anis, baik comel gila weh serious rasa nak peluk je. Lembut orang nya. And the other one is Kak Eika. Kak Eika pulak garang gila XD hahah serious . Tapi comel kecik molek je orangnya. What I mean by langit dan bumi just now was yeah garang and tak garang haha. Takut aku kalau kak eika marah :3 Level Adorable is actually quite fun and bising heheh. Compare to many more levels. Yang lain aku tengok senyap sunyi cengkerik je memanjang ~,~ Boring. Hahah. Or maybe it is just me. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Seronok sebenarnya. Ramai yang baik and bising and banyak cakap, kecoh beramai-ramai. Fun. Here, a few of them yang aku dah start rapat. Mimi. Masa mula-mula datang, dialah orang first yang aku kenal. Sama course. Gila jugak kepala dia. Orang johor. Heheh. Imyra. Classmate si Syiqin. Dia panggil aku syarifah sebab si syiqin lah hahah pegi tipu dia ckp nama aku syarifah and till now dia panggil aku syarifah ~,~ Blur gila. Kelakar nak mati. Duduk dengan dia, kalau tak gelak tu memang pelik XD Tak bernafas aku gelak je. Manja. Hahah. Ida, budak bilik depan bilik aku. Dia panggil aku Aisy haha. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Mira@Kakak, dia ni lah panggil aku </span><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Turquoise and Nadirah. Kak Anis pon panggil aku Turquoise -,- haha Dia PKL. Penolong Ketua Level. And know what, cara dia cakap, sebijik macam Dila cakap. Sebijik weh haha serious :3 Orang Kelate jugak :) Semua orang dia panggil Adik. Thats why orang panggil dia kakak. Baik orangnya. Kelakar X) </span></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Nadiah @ Cik putih. Cik putih ni pon ha, mira yang bagi XD Aku pon panggil dia putih. Lol. Sebab ada dua nadiah. And and nama Mira kat level aku ni pon... err boleh lah kira pakai jari. 4 orang kot tak silap. Jihah, room mate kakak. Wany, budak Dais jugak. Comel ! Nisa bilik sebelah kanan. Haha. kay ._. Lagi tu je lah kot, for now :) Tak sempat nak kenal semua lagi. Ni masa gotong royong tadi. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Okay meh cerita pasal kelas. D'ais 1A (Diploma Accounting of Information System). Sebutan dia supposed to be Di-A-is. Tapi dah malas sangat, da-is je lah lol. 26 orang. And Alhamdulillah they're all fun and great. 26 orang kot, tak perlu cerita semua sekali kan. haha letih lah aku. Dalam kelas ni aku rapat dengan Irra. Dia suka gelak. And bila dia gelak mesti panjang. pastu comel gila XD hahaha. And Hanis. Sebab dia sorang je yang satu kolej dengan aku. Yang lain semua kolej baru yang jauh beribu batu tu. Lol kay tipo je. Zaid. Si kecoh. Fajar, pemalu manja gituw menyampah lol. Class rep, Nurul and Sabrina si palapes. Lecturers, so far, okay je lah. Takde lah apa pon. Seminggu ni, aku busy gila gila gila punya busy. Dengan boria (Induction) Perghh. K -,-</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Nextweek aku tak kira aku nak balik haha. Tak cukup tidur. Tidur kul 4 pagi, bangun kul 6. Heh. Okay fine, itu aku jelah yang cari pasal sendiri hahha. </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">But still, aku rindu gila UNITEN. Hmm. Rindu gila babeng. Semalam skype dengan Yas Ecot. Yas nangis. Kesian dia. Banyak sangat benda jadi after aku keluar dari situ. Aku serious sumpah rindu diorang sangat-sangat. Nak jumpa :'3 Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Hmm.</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Okay dah lah. Malam tadi aku tidur 2 jam je. Pagi tadi ada gotong royong. Nak pengsan dah aku rasa ni ha. Kbai. </span></span><br />
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<b style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; text-align: left;"><i>"The more you allow people into your life and into your heart, the happier you are"</i></b></div>AyeshaNadhrahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00113438562844813708noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6574347924300212061.post-38418214836049464822012-06-26T12:12:00.001-07:002012-06-26T12:13:38.366-07:00I'm falling down<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;"><b>"I have to say, I have nothing to hold to but tawakkal. My spirit have been sucked up by I-don't-know-what. Pain and after pain. Only Allah knows how's trembling I am now. Ya Allah, I know You are always by my side. This time, hold me tighter than before. I'm falling down. Please Ya Allah, hold me tight. Ease this pain, ease everything." - Somebody that falling too.</b></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: 18px;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">This explain everything I'm going through currently. A lot of things happened to me. The world just bump into me. Its like the Tornado blew me away to somewhere I never thought of living. My spirit have been sucked up. Decreasing day by day. Hoping Allah will hold me tighter. I'm fully depends on Him. Praying He'll ease this pain. Calm my heart. Make me happy again. Make me the girl I used to be. I miss my self. I miss me. I really do. I never thought this would happen to me. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">People come and people go. To me, it depends on how you define it. Have you heard this before? </span></span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 18px;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">"Some people come in our life as blessings, others come as lessons." As for now, most of them were just lessons. But I do treasure some as blessings. People wont come into our life to leave. Not simply as that. It must be, </span></span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 18px;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">whether love, blessings, happiness or just lessons. None of them are the worst part. Well yeah, you did learn something from lessons, dont you? It is depends on how you take it. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">When I first came to UNITEN, all I want is to go home. By that time I realized I cant never live without my parents and my family. I cried almost everytime. When I walk to class. When I eat, when my mum called me. when my friends text me, when i tried to sleep, when I prayed. How ever, i managed to overcome all those feeling in just 3 days. Yes, Yas Dila and Echot are one of the reasons why. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">Then I got the tawaran UiTM, I felt nothing but just 'No way I'm going there, I'm gonna stay here' feeling. After a few discussions with my parents, they decided to sent me off to UiTM of course for many.... good reasons, i guessed. I was completely down and frustrated. Okay dah lah kot pasal ni. Sebenarnya aku nak cerita benda lain -,-</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">2 weeks of blessings. I really really really really miss UNITEN so much. Rindu sangat-sangat. And now, aku nak sematkan dalam blog ni. Okay, semat lah sangat -,- But here are some of my awesome friends I met there.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">Jas Nadhirah - Masa mula-mula kenal dia, I thought dia sombong haha really -,- Well, i did learn not to judge somebody before you know them. Somehow, hmm, my bad. Dengan dia lah mula-mula aku pergi library, haha, jauh gila library. Dia baik, serious. Sweet. Cantik :) </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">Nora - Nama dia nora je. Simple. Haha, pergi hospital buat med check up dengan dia. And dia ada baju sama dengan aku, cuma colour different. Okay seriously why am I telling all this? -.-</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">Ashraf Arif or Ash - Dia ni kat luar takde lah bising sangat. Selalu IM-ing dengan dia. And yes he's nice. Quite caring. Suka chinese girls. Punyalah banyak dia tunjuk kat aku -,- Buat apa tah.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">Syafiq - Dia ni pon sama macam Ash, beza dia kat luar aku dengan dia pernah cakap sekali dua je -,- Pemalu takde lah pon haha. Tak lah baik sangat lol okay :p </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">Koh, Tieran Aqua, Cendawan haha, cendawan XD YDE yang panggil dia ni cendawan of course for reason XD, sampai aku lupa nama betul dia. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">Shira - Aku adore dia ni. Rajin, berani, Independent. Everything she did by her own self. Pandai pulak tu. Dan comel. Haha </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">Mimi, Shida and Jihan - My house mates. They're fun. Cuma tak dapat nak kenal lebih. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">Raja Nissa - Kawan si Echot yang kelakar gila. Hahaha. Cool gila dia ni</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">Nisha - Dia ni wa cakap sama lu, terbaik bro. Lol okay. Dia baik gila. Selalu teman aku. Aku ni almaklumlah penakut level paling atas. Selalu teman aku dinner, penah teman aku tidur. Dia nampak je macam kasar, tapi pemalu yang amat XD tapi berani. Hai sha, thank you for everything :))))))</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">And last but not least, my new Best friends.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">Yas Dila and Echot - Paling terasa masa nak tinggal kan diorang haritu. I miss them so much. Like seriously. Walaupun baru 2 minggu kot kenal, but kitorang rapat gila gila. I'd mentioned before, they're the one who actually taught me of how to laugh again (by that time of course). Malam terakhir aku kat Uniten, aku tidur dengan diorang. And everything I left there, I gave it to them. Masa mula-mula tahu aku dapat tawaran tu, Dila tak kasi aku pergi. "Kita dah bincang kan ecah benda ni, tayah pergi." Haha dila marah :p Yas nangis. Aku tak tahu lah aku perasan ke apa, tapi dia down gila. Aku tahu ni. There's some reasons yeah. Be strong Yasreen. Kau kuat kan :) I never know why, but aku seriously selesa sangat-sangat dengan diorang, and I do love them so much. And kat sini, UiTM, every second I wish for them to be here with me. Setiap benda yang aku buat mesti aku teringat diorang haha. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">Ni lah satu masalah aku. Err eh, bukan masalah, nikmat :) Nikmat bila aku sayang seseorang, aku sayang sepenuh hati. Takde tolak bahagi. Yang ni mmg betul-betul aku. Sampai kadang-kadang jadi sakit sendiri. Bongok jugak XD But you know, the feeling, precious. Aku hargai sangat-sangat benda yang satu dalam diri aku ni. Pelik kan. Aku sendiri pelik. Kenapa wujud benda2 ni. Okay -,- </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">So friends, good luck in everything. Jangan lupa aku. Nanti kita bukak business jual satu dunia. Okay -,- Amin Lol okay. And Yas Dila and Ecot, selamat datang. Haha. Aku nak korang tahu, aku sayang korang sangat2.And I miss you guys so much. Jaga diri baik-baik. Jangan gaduh-gaduh. Ingat apa aku pernah pesan. Belajar rajin-rajin. Jangan lupa aku, your youngest sister and best friend :) Future Best Chartered Accountant! :) I love you sayangs :* Aku ni sebenarnya kan rindu gila babeng ni :( Okay dah aku tanak sedih. Ecah kan kuat X) This is what we call expressing. Yeah the only way untuk lepaskan semua benda yang ada kat hati ni. Aku tak reti nak cerita kat sesiapa. Semua busy. Tak diorang aku yang busy. So... nvm. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">And, I miss my Perfect Nine and my SMS too. I miss my old life. Dear P9 and sms, I'm so sorry for everything. Good luck in your studies. Make your parents proud of you. Make each and everyone of us proud. My prayers are always for you. I miss you. And I love you. Chin up. Be strong. Behave. Be good ;) Jangan lupa aku. Aku tak pernah lupa korang. Remember to always hold my words :)</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">And Ibu, ayah. I'll try my best in everything. I'll make you proud. Insyaallah. Pls pray for me. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 18px;"><i>I'm in a situation where sometimes I dont even know my self. I'm falling down. But I know Allah will ease everything for me and hold me tighter. And to the people I love, thank you for being in my life. Ya Allah, bless my family, my best friends, TP9, SMS, YDE, the people around me, the people that ever made me happy and smile. Forgive them, guide them, bless them. And I love you guys, for the sake of Him :) I really do appreciate each and everyone of you. May Allah hold us tighter and guide us to Jannah. I love you. </i></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Im so happy today. But aku serious tak tahu nak bagi tahu orang mcm mana. It just hmmm, the best feeling evah. I just love it so much. And I'm truly grateful kenal dengan Dila, Yas, Nisha, Echot and the rest. Setakat ni, diorang je mampu bagi aku gelak macam biasa aku gelak tak ingat dunia dulu hahah. And diorang lah yang aku paling rapat. Dila, comel gila weh. Aku serious tak tahan kalau dia gelak, kalau dia senyum. Ya Allah :') Comel gila comel gila comel gila rasa nak peluk je. Weh serioussss. Everytime dia gelak je Mashaallah, aku rasa nak terbang hahaha. nampak tak? Aku tak tipu. Serious ni serious! Tenang gila hati tengok dia senyum haha. Okay macam lebih pulak. Tapi serious aku tak tipu!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">And kepada korang, Dila Yas Echot Nisha. Thanks for everything :) Thanks sebab sudi jadi kawan aku. Thanks sebab sudi layan aku. haha. Erm Apa apa jangan segan silu tanya aku, kalau terasa dengan aku, sila bagitahu, tau tau, aku ready mental physical nak tolong korang apa-apa, nak cerita, nak luah perasaan, cari je aku, aku sedia dengar :) and jom, 4 flat every subject. Whuhuu And and and jangan tinggal aku haha tau :3 Aku sayang korang tau </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c2a47; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 20px; text-align: left;">♥ </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20px; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Ye aku serious :) Haha tetiba macam segan -,- </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Dekat sini I'm all alone. I mean, nobody cares if aku dah makan ke, nobody cares if aku menangis, if aku sakit. Its true. No one yang boleh jaga aku macam Ibu Ayah, and perfect nine jaga aku selama ni. Aku dah lama tak gelak seikhlas hati. Jujur aku tak happy dekat sini. Since Fara punya jadual memang different dari aku, susahhh sangat nak jumpa :( I miss Fara so much :( Masa yang best pon bila Nisha, my new friend and my classmates Yas, Dila Ecot, ada. Tapi tak sama rindu gila rumah. Yeah maybe nanti, since aku pon still baru kat sini kan ~.~ But Alhamdulillah, i manage to do everything well. Studies pon okay. Cuma acc, susah sikit, everytime aku nak cuba paham, mesti rasa nak nangis. Takde siapa yang tolong terang kat aku bila aku tak faham. Fikiran tengah bercelaru sebenarnya. bercelaru sangat-sangat :( </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Sejak aku keluar rumah, aku rindu sangat-sangat dekat ibu, ayah, nadiah and syarah. Oh man, I miss them so much. So muchhhhhhh :'c And yeah, jumaat ni, balik KL XD yeayyyyyy. Tak sabar nya rasa :') Tapi 3 hari je :( Hmm</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><i>P/s : Ibu, Ayah, Nadiah and Syarah, I love you more than I love my self or anything else in this world. I'll sacrifice my life for you. You are my everything. I cant live without you. Ya Allah, guide us to Jannah. Alhamdulillah, I'm so grateful having them in my life. Ya Allah, lindungi kami dari sebarang malapetaka, bencana, dunia dan akhirat, manusia2 yang berniat jahat, berhasad dengki, menabur fitnah, penyakit-penyakit berbahaya. Ya Allah, I love them so much. So muchhhhhhhh! :') Sha sayang ibu ayah nadiah and syarah sangat-sangat. I miss you so muchhhh :'c</i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">They're my heart, my soul, my life, my everything, my love, my smile, my laughter, my jannah and the reason for who I am today and in the future. </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c2a47; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 20px; text-align: left;">♥</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c2a47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 20px; text-align: left;"> I love you so much!!!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><i>and best friends, thank you for everything. Please, dont leave me. I love youuuuuuuu :') So much. Korang tahu korang siapa kan :) I'll never forget you. I promise. Hold my words. </i></span>AyeshaNadhrahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00113438562844813708noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6574347924300212061.post-66773588563980073202012-06-07T09:51:00.000-07:002012-06-07T09:51:13.915-07:00Hope.<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">She misses home.</span><div>
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">She miss her daddy so much</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">She miss her best friends so much</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">She miss the school so much</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">She miss 'The one that got away' Yeah, you baby, so much. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Allah is there every single second with her. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">And honestly, aku risau, takut, excited (sikit), and kalau diberi pilihan, I'd rather stay home. Seriously yeah. But no, it's my future. Ayah ibu dah korban banyak sangat sangat untuk aku. So this is it. I'm going to give them the greatest future they had ever imagine. Hold my words, I'm doing this for the sake of Allah, hereafter, ibu and ayah, my family and myself. Insyaallah. Ya Allah, please guide me :')</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">And truth to be told, I'm so so so glad and grateful yang fara pon dekat sana. And yeah, itu pon sebenarnya dah kurang kan hampir semua kerisauan aku ; Jauh dari family (It's 3 hours away from home T,T), Ada kawan ke tak, environment, the lecturers, dengan sapa aku nak mengadu, pada siapa aku nak menangis, siapa yang boleh tarik aku balik kalau aku tersasar, siapa boleh marah aku kalau aku leka, siapa boleh jaga aku, siapa yang aku boleh percaya, what happen kalau aku tersesat sorang2, awkwardness between me and new friends, kalau sakit aku nak mengadu kat siapa, kalau bosan aku nak gelak dengan sapa, kalau aku ada crush (lol) aku nak bgtahu sapa. and ghost..... Okay -,- enough i guess.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Spoiled brat much? Yes I am. I'm not proud of it, I mean, aku bukan suka menyusahkan orang, but what to do, aku takut :( The fact that I know, Fara ada, buat aku sentiasa rasa nak terbang :") Yes, I'm truly grateful. Kalau boleh aku nak suruh ibu ayah pindah sekali dengan aku. (OH yeah kau tengah kawan dengan anak manja tahap maximum ni) Okay... just forget that. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">And i think, the only thing yang buat aku happy is, Aku tapayah buat kerja masa cuti F6 dahhh whehehehe :P Lol ini serious okay. Bila classmates aku bgtahu homework, i was like, Errr okay ahad depan baru fikir. Hahaha kay :3 </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Form 6? After 2 weeks, aku sedar dan aku tahu it is not for me. Apa yang ayah cakap betul, "You need new environment" Untuk belajar. Aku sedar yang aku rasa bosan tahap maximum sampai aku boleh pandang cikgu kat depan tanpa berkelip for almost an hour but dalam kepala aku dah ada disneyland. Haha if you get what i mean :p Well, my two weeks isnt that bad. I mean I've seen all the hikmah Allah gave me and yeah, us :) Yeah, rindu aku pada sekolah, pada cikgu semua terlepas :") Last week has been so great. I had a lot of fun until the very end. But still, f6, erm just no. It is not about the form 6 itself, it just me. I hardly adapt with the environment. Yeah my bad. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">So what happened in the past week? Tahun ni, Hari Guru, kitorang handle ^^ okay bukan lah semua. Boleh kata cikgu-cikgu bersyukur gila lah kitorang ada tolong Bhahahah bangga kejap. Almost the whole week kitorang empat precious lol tak masuk kelas. Busy preparation. Preparation lah sangat. Eleh, macam tak tahu kitorng hahaha :3 At the end the hasil was just fine. Takde lah best sangat pon. Lack of everything. P.A system, crowd, i mean the students passive gila -,- okay tak perlu lah kot aku membebel pasal tu. Hahah. And sukaneka cikgu best. Tengok lah siapa handle. Lol :p siapa lagi kitorang lah. k.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #ffe599; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">"Goodluck. Jangan tinggal solat. Ubah attitude, rajin kan sikit lagi, ecah" </span><span style="background-color: #ffe599; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">"Nak belajar jangan kira hutan ke rimba ke, yang penting niat" </span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Hahaha ye, Uniten tu hutan.... jugaklah. Eh tak lah :) Uncle yusop cakap, uniten muadzam shah is a lot better than uniten yang kat putrajaya tu. So... :) Its a branddddd newww life. Aku bersyukur, ada ibu ayah yang 100% sokong aku no matter what, my best friends yang sentiasa ada untuk aku, and Insyaallah sampai bila-bila, guys, ingat janji aku pada korang. and of course, my teachers, yang percaya, yang support yang bagi aku semangat yang tak pernah putus asa dengan aku. I would like to thank my favourite teachers, Cikgu Hasmalaili, Cikgu Siti Zalina, Cikgu Hafizy, Cikgu Marina, Ustazah Saripah and the rest for everything they gave me. Diorang banyak tolong aku support aku :') </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">And yes, congratulation, Muhaiminah, Muhaimin, Izzati and Apip for getting Politeknik. And the rest of my best friends, Allah have something great to offer to you later, and yeah soon :) I'll keep on praying for you. Kita berjaya sama-sama okay :') Thank you for everything, thankyou sebab dengar semua cerita bodoh aku, thank you sebab percaya kat aku, thank you for always being there for me no matter what happen. Walaupun lepas ni kita memang akan buat benda sama lagi hehe but thank you so much, love. Ingat janji-janji kita! Sampai bila-bila. Insyaallah. Semoga Allah pelihara friendship kita sampai ke akhirnya, jannah :) </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">And ibu, ayah, Thank you for giving me this opportunity, thankyou for having me in this world. I love you guys so muchhhhh. I'll make you proud of me. Insyaallah. (I dont know if they're going to read this, but haha aku tak reti cakap depan depan -,-) Lol loser sangat :3</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Selamat Hari Guru sangat Hahaha. Rindu. Letih aku korek gambar-gambar ni -,- Thank you for everything, teachers. I love you :* Oh ye, rindu cikgu Fifah. Bila masuk form 6, jumpa balik dengan cikgu-cikgu, diorang happy tengok ada kitorang haha. Rindu :(</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">So, Its a lot different now. I now completely hate growing up. Qistina was right. Growing up means drifting apart. Both, different point, same meaning. Its hurt so much being the only one struggling to fix in, struggling to make things work. Struggling everything to make sure nothing's going wrong. I damn hate it now. I am asdfghjkl all the time now. I mean, cries all the time -,- Yeah korang nak cakap apa, cakap lah. No, seriously, I dont care. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Honestly aku dah tak suka nak fikir pasal baju sekolah, pasal apa orang kata pasal f6, or else. Hundred percent tumpuan aku pada future aku. Biarlah apa orang nak kata. Ye mula-mula dulu memang aku fikir pasal baju sekolah haha. "Nanti mesti orang mengata pakai baju sekolah, budak sekolah lagi" Or whatsoever. Im not going to think about it anymore. Wasting time summore. Sampai kita mati pon ada orang mengata. So kesah apa kan. Plus, i dont know how am I going to survive kalau masuk U. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Ini benda paling susah yang aku fikir. Kalau f6, aku ada cikgu2 guide aku, ada ayah ibu tolong aku. Paksa aku study, makesure aku study. Sebab aku bukan macam orang yang boleh belajar tanpa any pressure, aku mengaku aku cepat hanyut. Aku takut. Kalau dekat luar, nak belajar tak nak belajar, apa result kau lantak kau. Sebenarnya, hati aku dah hampir 90% dekat form 6. Aku nekad. Tinggal yang 10% tu restu ibu ayah, cikgu. I need to know, whether they trust me or not. I need them to trust me 100% regardless of anything. I know, they'll be with me along the way and time. Well, I trust my self. Aku dah semangat. Semangat sangat-sangat. Kalau semangat tu boleh tukar jadi jongkong emas, aku dah jutawan dah. Or maybe billionaire. Hehe. And Im pretty sure about this.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">But still, aku nak buat Istikharah dulu. Biar betul-betul pasti. Biar hati aku Allah yang tetapkan. And I need to change. Well, I am still me. But after this, no more, masa main, main, masa belajar main. Harharhar. Masa main, main. masa belajar, belajar. But no matter where or when, I'm gonna make my parents' proud of me. The teachers' proud of me. Im the reason, they're smiling. If only I could tell you how much it really means to me. How much I put my hearts in. Aku nampak apa yang orng lain tak nampak. Aku tahu mana aku nak pergi dalam hidup. Aku tahu apa aku nak dalam hidup. Aku cuma tak reti nak bagitahu macam mana. And I feel better to just keep it to myself. I know I am one step ahead now. I'm making decisions. 17 years and 6 months old, and this is the hardest decision, I've made so far. Form 6 or wherever I go, I promise, that I'll shine. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">So first week dekat sekolah. Orientasi. Boring jugaklah -,- Haha okay serious boring. But briefing cikgu ada jugak lah yang best. Ada jugaklah yang menaikkan semangat :) Rabu ni masuk kelas. I cant wait. Aku nak belajar. Rindu sangat sangat :') Oh ye tadi ustazah saripah datang dewan. And dia cakap "Tak jumpa sazah pon...." Hmm my bad. Rindu sazah sangat sangat :3 Tadi terserempak dengan cikgu2 ramai gila yang macam "Oh geng tawaf sekolah is back to school" No, dear teachers, you're not going to see me everyday like you do, in past years. </span><br />
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