I got average result. Well, at least seperti di jangka. I was crying depan sazah masa amik. haha malu gila -_- Sebenarnya aku tak tahu kenapa aku nangis. I was just bursttt macam tu je. But Alhamdulillah. Aku bersyukur sangat-sangat :') Itu apa semua orang cakap dekat aku, bersyukur jelah atleast ada. But you know, sakit tau sebenarnya bila usaha kita tak terbalas. Bukan tak bersyukur. Tapi takpe, perjalanan jauuhhhh sangat lagi. And itu pon apa orang ckp dekat aku XD Seriously, I am still dekat awangan. Until this second I still cant believe, those 5 years dah habis. Oh bukak lah mata wahai ecah.
I miss school. I seriously do. Lagi lagi after all this. I mean, University stuff. What to choose. What to get. The efforts. And we're standing all alone after this. Things will be completely different. Takde sapa akan tahu apa jadi lepas ni. Aku takut. Sumpah. And I've made Ustazah Saripah promised that she wont forget me. Hehehe k -_-
'Swear to God, I'll fight for this valuable friendship' - Muhaiminah.
No matter how far apart we are going to be, let's go on believing in each other, best friends. I gonna miss them so much :'c Jangan lupa janji kita wehee :B
Kay nampak tak I'm trying to put the 'good mood' in this post. Weheheh. So yesterday, me went out with my two beautiful aunties. Haha konon lah nak celebrate my result yang tak seberapa tuh. I ikut je. And serious kalau korang diet takpayah lah berangan ikut, Hancus diet korang. Dari awal sampai habis, makannn je kerja hahah, tapi kelakar gila bila Aunty Zura keep on pilih makanan yang low calories. Tapi banyak like seriously banyak gila. Kenyang gila semalam. Asal nampak kedai je stop. Ya Allah like seriously fuh. But yesterday, I learnt so many lessons.
Aunty Zura cerita pasal first love dia. How they met. And how they lost contact for 17 years and end up married the wrong person. And now they met again and cant do anything with it. 'Sha if you love somebody, go for it.' OMG, awkward gila. Kenapalah aku tak membesar dari awal. Okay this is weird. Bila Aunty Zura start cakap pasal semua tu, that is when I realised, I'm a big girl now. I'm old enough to talk about love. Tahu tak, aku gelak je masa tu. Seriously I dont know how to react with those. Its like, WHATTTT you shouldnt talk all those things to me. I'm not....... not that big enough. Huh, atleast I thought. Err okay fine. But seriously, I am lucky to have both of them. Support memang gila betullah XD 'Its okay if your mum tak support, makngah ada' LOL thats soooo so so so..... hurh.
Okay, memang macam lame sikit. But you know, they are talking about somebody you're going to live with. Somebody that could bring you to Jannah. Somebody that you're going to spend the rest of your life. I know I am too young to talk about this. That's the reason why, I'd never say anything about it. I am scared. Bukan main main. Well okay, before, I said about the 'wrong person' Really, my aunt, she's divorced. But, you know, Allah's plan the best. Takdir Dia yang terbaik. She got the best kids. Very independent. Very smart kids. That 'wasted 17 years time' doesnt matter anymore. Orang cakap, live your life. May Allah bless you, Makngah :* And thanks for the shoes. haha, dengan orang lain takde pon diorang buat macam ni. ni yang sayang lebih ni lol
I should stop now, really. But on the next post, I'll tell you about school and why is it means so much to me. See you later okay :D
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