Salam Maal Hijrah people :)

“Tiada lagi hijrah sesudah pembukaan kota Makkah, tetapi yang tetap ada ialah jihad dan niat untuk berhijrah (apabila keadaan memaksa) dan apabila dipanggil untuk berjihad (atau sebagainya) hendaklah kamu bersiap sedia.” – (Hadis Riwayat Bukhari)

Semoga apa jua penghijrahan kita dirahmati Allah. 

I want to be a better Muslimah. A better me, a better daughter. A better sister. A better friend. and a better someone. Insyaallah. 

"Five years have passed. Now it is time to leave.."

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Last night I had a dream. Okay, saya mimpi Cikgu Hasmalaili, our mummy. Rinduuuuunya. And now yes I miss my best friends, I miss Gammarians. I miss school. 

Ya Allah, I miss her T.T

i really do :( Alfatihah...

Malaysians

Harimau Muda ♥

I Love You, Malaysia :)

So EVERY ONE KNOWS WE WON THE MATCH.

The thing is, I love how Malaysians can be so united and in a line. Timeline Twitter Masyaallah, takpayah cakap :') Laju dan yes bahagia gilaa XD 

Me forever the proud Malaysian.  

‎"They don't respect you, they don't respect our flag, they don't respect our King and they don't respect your parents. If you allow this to happen, then you are cowards. You must teach them what being Malaysian is all about." 

-Ong Kim Swee-

So, I left only a week before the school ends :( It is, really a big matter to me. I gonna miss everything. The amazing memories I had with Super Gorgeous. The Awesome Gammarians. The Superb Teachers. The feeling. The happiness. The laughter. The tears. The hardness. The friendship. The Everything. 

Isnin Selasa next 2 weeks nak pergi sekolah. Nak tangkap gambar :) 

Tok In Generation - Super Gorgeous - Geng Budak Gorgeous - Geng Bilik Guru :)

They own my heart ♥ 

Korang, aku sayang korang :)

Okay semua tu sama je -.- Haha 

Cakap pasal Geng Bilik Guru. Yeah I kinda start missing the teachers. Cikgu Hasmalaili. Ustazah Saripah. Cikgu Hafizy :( Bilik guru tu dah lama kitorang tak ukur. Yeah SPM rules now. And me, another 2 and half subject to go, then I'm FREE. But that doesnt mean I am ready to leave the school. It just NO :( 

I miss you cikgu cantik :) ♥

Caring about something or someone lesser than you is a powerful statement about humanity. -Yasmin Ahmad-

Yeah, its about humanity I dream of. Humanity. 

Just A Few :)

Assalamualaikum :) Well hello people. I'm back when I'm not supposed to be here -,- Kay since tomorrow is a day off and ayah is not home so i think it is the right time kan? 

As semua orang tahu, its SPM. Five subjects down, another five to go. I'm still here bertawakal sepanjang masa. Bahasa Melayu and English was not bad, and I will cry if the result come out with no As. Sejarah, well.. Yeah just okay *sigh* Mathematics was not bad and Insyaallah A in my hand. Today, Pendidikan Islam paper was just nice. 

Okay the last 4 days was my birthday. Well I'm not celebrating it at all. Yeah for now. SPM kan :) plus Ayah was in London. Well, I'm seventeen now. The time to see the real world has come in just a few weeks more. Honestly, I'm so afraid for the fact that I'll be leaving so soon. The school, the people in it, the environment have been my life since years ago. How am I gonna survive after this? Tell me how? :(

The birthday huh? Well sometimes I do feel like I dont belong here. Just that I belong to somewhere else. Yeah I dont really clear of what I'm talking about right now. I deny it almost every time but I couldnt find the reason of staying. You, the readers may not understand what am I talking about, but I believe someone would understand. Its hurt so much. You know, there's a lot of people around you but none of them would tend to ask or realize  "Whats wrong with you?" "I know you're not okay," "Just stop saying youre okay, tell me why?" But yeah never mind. I'm just fine. As usual. As always. 

Kay just ignore that. Perkara pertama yang saya akan buat sebaik SPM habis adalah tentunya Lesen. Okay lesen. Then I'll go on with the 1001 plans. Its gonna be fun. Yeah it really gonna be fun (Y) I cannot wait ;D 

*Checking my hard disk* Okay there's a lot of things in here. And the most of all that caught my attention is my so-called-diary. It was about 2 years back. I wrote EVERYTHING in there. Even it was just on Microsoft Office. I love it cause I can lock it. No body will ever read it. And there was I wrote about this woman, a big-heart woman. I want to make a change, just like her. Well someday :) 

AND OH OH, A big match tonite between HarimauMuda The Malaysian Heroes, and The Garuda. Ya Allah, please help us. May Malaysia win this. Insyaallah. Insyaallah :') Tapi menang kalah, ILOVEYOU MALAYSIA ♥ ♥ ♥ I love youuuuuuuuuu. Muhaimin, pinjam ye :)

By becoming nothing, we become part of everything - Yasmin Ahmad

I miss you. 

Allah bless ♥

Its our graduation day. Well it really mean something to me :') The school really mean something to me. Yeah truly. Yelah cuba fikir mana kau belajar jadi diri kau yang sekarang ni. Well around 6.30am dah kumpul atas bas. Haha masuk masuk bas menggigil because muhaimin call bas nak gerak okay say what?! -,- 


The auditorium was big and great and we're lucky ;D Hehe. So here some pictures :)

Gamma rules ;D

The gorgeous ;D <3 Hahha

Kena marah sebab bising sangat hehe. Yelah semua excited ^^ 

Masuk dewan dah start gelabah haha nasib panjang ucapan Tan Sri Alimuddin and wife, Puan Sri Datin Mazlilah a.k.a our principle :) hehe the part when puan sri pass the cenderahati to him everyone was 'awww' ;D 

So tiba masa everybody in first session line up. Honestly i was menggigil like haih. Haha, but i manage to calm myself. Hehe awesome :) Then performance was good. The girls were all beautiful and dikir barat chinese boy being one of the artist of the day. He's so bersemangat gilaa and the face his making awhh so cute. hahahaha. 

Okay then the second session. When it almost done everybody seems to start resah, Haha nak keluar lah tu -,- Then penyampaian anugerah pelajar contoh, i would be cry if i were the two girls. So much awesome being them :') I cant imagine how proud their parents' are. Well ayah ibu, i'll make you proud someday. i will :') 

Lepas tu sesi bergambar ramai ramai. Hehe, kalaulah masa panjang lagi. And unfortunately there's no family picture of us -,- macam mana boleh lupa -,-

I'll make you proud someday ibu ayah :*

Lepas tu makan. hehe. Okay then turun waiting for bus to come. 

Krol. I miss her :*

How many time did I told you she's pretty? and she's awesome <3 

I gonna make you proud cikgu :)

The one and only. She rules the school ! ^^

:')

Wehehehehe :) So it was a great day. And the most important is I'm happy and I'm so gonna miss all this. Hah :(

Then we went to Tutti Frutti on Kak Laili's treat. She's awesome. again. haha, so my first tutti frutti was by her treat. Lol yeah, my first -,- And we had so much fun laughing snapping pictures and even talking to the fish. but later okay. hehe, ayah dah marah sebab curi netbook ;p 

Ya Allah, kau permudahkan segalanya untuk kami. Ya Allah, i love them so much. Every single person I talked about. Youve shown Your love to me through them. Bless us Ya Allah, Alhamdulillah. Thankyou so muchhhhh :') 

PS : Realizing that school has almost come to end made my eyes filled with tears. 

I gonna miss my girlfriends, my guyfriends, cikgu hasmalaili, sazah saripah, the teachers, gamma, ICTs, and everything about school. Every single thing of it :'( 

A big day :)

more coming later :*