My trial is bad. Yes, it is. Rasa nak jatuh berguling-guling bila cikgu hafizy cakap, addmath aku tak memberansangkan lansung. Sejarah aku tak credit tu macam fail tahu. Bahasa cikgu T cakap average, what THE, I want good. Dan cuma math je meningkat cuma tersentap baca tweet budak budak alpha.


'Weyh, aku dapat A'
'Orang lain semua A+'
'Kenapa aku A'


T.T I cried just now, mula mula berlakon tiba-tiba jadi betul :'( Nasib tak bengkak mata. Ibu cakap "Cuba sekali buat ibu senang hati," T___T Ye aku tertekan. Bila tengok Zanee study hard, betul ye dia memang study hard, aku nampak dengan mata aku sendiri. Rasa macam weyh zanee apa kata kau ikat aku dengan kau. Sebulan 2 minggu sebelum hari Tu. *crying again* Persoalannya boleh ke aku buat? Macam mana kalau nanti ayah ibu tak bangga, cikgu cikgu tak seronok masa depan musnah. Hmm. Aku rasa semua orang macam dah give up dengan aku T.T 


I'm trying to ignore all the feelings. Aku memang playful ke sana sini macam tak pereksa je, lagi orang larang lagi aku buat, lagi orang suruh lagi aku tak buat tapi weyh aku pon nak masa depan terang benderang. So stop lah kata aku tak risau. Tolonglah. Pressure tahu tak? Hmm. 




Okay cuma luahan perasaan seventeen years old girl. 
"Aku taknak merempat besar nanti," -Asyaf

I laugh everyday

I have A LOT to tell ya! But later will. And for today I just want to share something. I've change to someone weird but happy ;D All photos below belongs to Muhaiminah :)

A moment yesterday.

"You were the one who made things different, you were the one who took me in. You were the one thing I could count on, above all, you were my friend. When I'm with you I feel like I could die and that would be alright, alright..In good times, in bad times I'll be on your side forever more, that's what friends are for." - muhaiminah 

I just wish my other sweethearts were there with us too. 

I won again, because I stay..

A moment to remember :')

So semalam, Majlis Solat Hajat untuk pelajar PMR SPM STPM. Ya Allah, permudahkan segalanya untuk kami. Amin. Dan haih cepatlah habis SPM. Cepatlah :) Tapikan, tahun ni punya majlis walaupun just fine, tapi dulu punya lagi best kot? Cuma this year semua orang nampak macam berseri seri (?) Okay takpelah. Oh lagi satu semalam menggigil tiba tiba sebab rasa nak nangis, lepas tengok El nangis. Erm, sebak jugak. Wheheh and Syarah bising "Nak tangkap gambar dengan artis tu," -,- Cheh








Tapi semalam aku happy, harini tak. 
and oh, lately aku rasa rimas gila bila kau ada. So sila blah 

Cerita saya generasi

Tadi pergi sekolah, dan bila sampai macam, "Betul ke sekolah harini? Apesal kosong je?" Haha, for the first 3 min, I was at the center of assembly alone. And yes alone. Haha until my classmates show up, and relief gila Tuhan je yang tahu ;D Haha. Walaupun only 4 of them. And the rest show up masa naik kelas. And only 8 of us came. 


So I was straightly went to do the main purpose of why i'm goin to school. To finish up KRS' stuff. Haih redha. But yeah I had good time with adynn, lama kan kita tak lepak together macam ni :') and and kak laili tercinta. okay i admit that i miss her. lama tak lepak tempat dia dengan dia. Masa dia panggil tadi aku punyalah jauh dan dia cuma nak ckp lama tak jumpa, rindu lattew ;p Dan oh oh, tadi aku sergah dia dr belakang, dia terkejut and laugh together with cg zarifah sebab terkejut -,- but the other teachers around was just staring like i made a big mistake. bhahahah ;D okay ye aku salah, faham :p dan berlalu sambil senyum *puas* HAHAHA


Tapi tadi kerja KRS tak siap jugak. Haih, but haha neve rmind, I'm going to school on Monday, but now really have to focus finish up all the things. Dan oh tadikan, for the first time aku jumpa cop yang sekali dengan tandatangan, teacher zizah punya, dan yes aku mmg jakun sikit, tak pernah tengok :3 So eksaited lah sikit. Nanti nak buat jugak lah :D Cheh -,- Sebab aku ni sepuluh kali buat cop nama sepuluh kali jugaklah hilang :D


Okay sekolah done. Tadi ada tusyen phys with Akmal's aunt, Cikgu Latifah kot nama dia? Dan dia cantik doe XD Anak-anak dia apatah lagi *melting*. Diorang around 3-6 years old. Syahirah and Maisara, COMEL SERIOUS LIKE COMEL GILAAAA :') Syahirah for the first time i met her, i thought she's a boy. Like seriously but mmg serious comel comel comelnyaaaa XD Maisara tuuuu, okay serious bila teringat mesti rasa nak melompat. And just now, aku bawak Rokki kot nama chocolate sticks tu, then diorang amik sebatang sorang satu lepas tu nyorok belakang cikgu sebab maluuuuu :D Haha comel gilaa, last last semua diorang amik, haha haih okay *excited* Hehehe. minggu depan kakak bawak lagi okay adik comel :D hee rasa nak bawak balik je tadi :> And oh kena tangkap gambar, nnt aku tunjuk. Oh akmal, adik sedara kauu niiiii ^^ bhahah


Okay dah lahtu, sekarang segar bugar semacam tadi punya lah haih mengantuk nya :) Kbye


ps: sayagenerasi dekat twitter, hmm, rindu :')

Baby Boogaloo

Okay. Three subjects to go and 5 papers on the way. Terlebih sikit because of Seni papers. But never mind. Oh I got 46 over 80 marks for my addmath paper 1. A lot of silly mistakes. Yes stupid mistakes I did. Like seriously my mouth is like this :O when I checked the paper just now. Hah kesah? And now, I am worried about chemistry paper that was today's paper, and for the first time in my life, I think, Biology papers were all the way easier than this. Sorry cikgu marina. My bad :( 


Oh ye yesterday the teachers decided to have some fire drill. And everyone was like, "We need to study, man!" "Oh My God, Biology paper after this. Oh please man!" And me was like this :O Oh teachers, Kenapa? Kenapa? And we wasted our time there for almost an hour. Hah.  And and, ada pakcik bomba datang tengah tengah panas membahang (I felt dizzy) tu buat pertunjukan? (err i dont know the word) cara-cara padam kebakaran. The first thing here I want to say is not wrong to do fire drill just to be ready, but hey thats not the perfect time. We're having exams. Big exam XP haih. Second, PANAS TAHU TAK :( but we manage to be the 'Budak Baik' instead of being the 'kureng'. Err, cgLaili -,- Haha, okay lah fine tanak cakap lebih lebih, dan..

Ya Allah, jauhi dan lindungilah sekolah kami dari sebarang bencana dan malapetaka. Amin :)

Oh I learnt new word today : PISTANTHROPHOBIA (the fear of trusting). Cheh. Starts my puasa 6 yesterday and i was so weak. Gastric gas is all over the body. Hmm. I dont like it. 

Oh yaa, the thing I'll miss about school by the time I leave, is obviously the people there. The teachers my friends and the person the reason I smiled and laughed. You have no idea how much you mean to me. Kbye.

You really meant something to me. Tadaaaaaaaaa