I love babies. I love kids. I love my life.

Assalamualaikum people :) I'm back. So, today is 10 December. Teringat Baby Syeera mintak belikan hadiah. Haha. So apa jadi 5,6,7 Dec haritu? Later. So now saya dekat Port Dickson. Mummy Ida tempah bungalow Bank Negara. and banglo ni memang awesome nak mati X) Nanti dewasa (gittew) nak rumah macam gini. Masuk masuk je memang terlopong lah. Swear to God, memang awesome gilaa. Rasanya kalah banglo Cameron dulu. Dan memang kalah banglo Arca. Nak lagi betul-betul sebelah pantai X) HEAVENNNN

And kalau bawak Super Gorgeous datang sini pon mesti heaven gila gila gila! Pagi tadi swimming after about 4 months tak swimming dan ye semput. kena start jogging ni. But yes it would be better kalau semua family haji abas ada sekali. Rumah ni pon boleh runtuh. And and oh, I met baby Zara, Daddy's grand niece. 

Zara Arrana Vlora

Hamik kau nama dia :) Sweet gilaa baby ni. And oh ye, Abang Syafiq nak bertunang. So sila cepat kawin. Saya nak anak sedara ramai ramai ye XD Kay siapa lagi nak kawin ? Lol -,- And oh BabyAnakCinaCelup saya datang malam esok. 

Ombak Rindu. Kay ayah and ibu gelak gila gila bila diorang tahu me pergi tengok wayang cerita ni -,- Ceh. Well yeah apa ayah cakap memang betul, but tak rugi tengok. Sweet marvelous and creamy. Lol. Five stars

Okay honestly I dont have any idea nak cerita. Nak upload gambar, camera lupa bawak. Ye memang menyesal tak sudah :( Takpe banglo, I'll come back haha. Dan netbook ayah yang seloww gila ni -,- hmm

Oh ye, ini untuk Qistina. Haha, Hai qis, aku dah follow tumblr kau -,- kayy. Oh ye nak tahu, qistina ni rajin text aku sekarang, mentang mentang dah beli num baru. dua pulak tu :) Qis jom pergi vacation sama sama? Pergi shopping sama sama. Aku tahu satu tempat yang best gila. aku dapat kereta nnt kita pergi okay. 

Kay seriously I'm bored. Bai. 

It has come to end

So SPM is over for me. And I'm waiting for 6 December. Nak hangout nak gelak ketawa bahagia. And I'm not going to worry anything about the papers. I've done my best so it is time to tawakal, and hoping that all the pemeriksa will be in a very good mood when they mark my papers. Lol. May Allah bless you pemeriksa. Be good to everyone. 

And this :( I gonna miss you so much Gamma :*

Waya's

Ayah asked me this "So apa perasaan habis exam sekarang?" "I want Lesen," And I keep on repeating the same answer. Hehehe. And I got the second green light :) Yeay me :) So macam macam nak buat after this. But first of all I need to think how am I gonna increase my monthly allowances. Tak nak kerja. Just no. 


And OHHHHH, Muhaimin punya PLKN. He got the first series and going to Bintulu Sarawak :) And first January tahuuuu! Well, aku akan hilang sekejap teman bergosip, kawan bergaduh, kawan lawan mulut, kawan mengusik mr boolat. Haih :( Dah lah Izzati pon nak pindah :( Its going to be 6 of us after this here. 

Gonna miss you big bro. 

Salam Maal Hijrah people :)

“Tiada lagi hijrah sesudah pembukaan kota Makkah, tetapi yang tetap ada ialah jihad dan niat untuk berhijrah (apabila keadaan memaksa) dan apabila dipanggil untuk berjihad (atau sebagainya) hendaklah kamu bersiap sedia.” – (Hadis Riwayat Bukhari)

Semoga apa jua penghijrahan kita dirahmati Allah. 

I want to be a better Muslimah. A better me, a better daughter. A better sister. A better friend. and a better someone. Insyaallah. 

"Five years have passed. Now it is time to leave.."

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Last night I had a dream. Okay, saya mimpi Cikgu Hasmalaili, our mummy. Rinduuuuunya. And now yes I miss my best friends, I miss Gammarians. I miss school. 

Ya Allah, I miss her T.T

i really do :( Alfatihah...

Malaysians

Harimau Muda ♥

I Love You, Malaysia :)

So EVERY ONE KNOWS WE WON THE MATCH.

The thing is, I love how Malaysians can be so united and in a line. Timeline Twitter Masyaallah, takpayah cakap :') Laju dan yes bahagia gilaa XD 

Me forever the proud Malaysian.  

‎"They don't respect you, they don't respect our flag, they don't respect our King and they don't respect your parents. If you allow this to happen, then you are cowards. You must teach them what being Malaysian is all about." 

-Ong Kim Swee-

So, I left only a week before the school ends :( It is, really a big matter to me. I gonna miss everything. The amazing memories I had with Super Gorgeous. The Awesome Gammarians. The Superb Teachers. The feeling. The happiness. The laughter. The tears. The hardness. The friendship. The Everything. 

Isnin Selasa next 2 weeks nak pergi sekolah. Nak tangkap gambar :) 

Tok In Generation - Super Gorgeous - Geng Budak Gorgeous - Geng Bilik Guru :)

They own my heart ♥ 

Korang, aku sayang korang :)

Okay semua tu sama je -.- Haha 

Cakap pasal Geng Bilik Guru. Yeah I kinda start missing the teachers. Cikgu Hasmalaili. Ustazah Saripah. Cikgu Hafizy :( Bilik guru tu dah lama kitorang tak ukur. Yeah SPM rules now. And me, another 2 and half subject to go, then I'm FREE. But that doesnt mean I am ready to leave the school. It just NO :( 

I miss you cikgu cantik :) ♥

Caring about something or someone lesser than you is a powerful statement about humanity. -Yasmin Ahmad-

Yeah, its about humanity I dream of. Humanity. 

Just A Few :)

Assalamualaikum :) Well hello people. I'm back when I'm not supposed to be here -,- Kay since tomorrow is a day off and ayah is not home so i think it is the right time kan? 

As semua orang tahu, its SPM. Five subjects down, another five to go. I'm still here bertawakal sepanjang masa. Bahasa Melayu and English was not bad, and I will cry if the result come out with no As. Sejarah, well.. Yeah just okay *sigh* Mathematics was not bad and Insyaallah A in my hand. Today, Pendidikan Islam paper was just nice. 

Okay the last 4 days was my birthday. Well I'm not celebrating it at all. Yeah for now. SPM kan :) plus Ayah was in London. Well, I'm seventeen now. The time to see the real world has come in just a few weeks more. Honestly, I'm so afraid for the fact that I'll be leaving so soon. The school, the people in it, the environment have been my life since years ago. How am I gonna survive after this? Tell me how? :(

The birthday huh? Well sometimes I do feel like I dont belong here. Just that I belong to somewhere else. Yeah I dont really clear of what I'm talking about right now. I deny it almost every time but I couldnt find the reason of staying. You, the readers may not understand what am I talking about, but I believe someone would understand. Its hurt so much. You know, there's a lot of people around you but none of them would tend to ask or realize  "Whats wrong with you?" "I know you're not okay," "Just stop saying youre okay, tell me why?" But yeah never mind. I'm just fine. As usual. As always. 

Kay just ignore that. Perkara pertama yang saya akan buat sebaik SPM habis adalah tentunya Lesen. Okay lesen. Then I'll go on with the 1001 plans. Its gonna be fun. Yeah it really gonna be fun (Y) I cannot wait ;D 

*Checking my hard disk* Okay there's a lot of things in here. And the most of all that caught my attention is my so-called-diary. It was about 2 years back. I wrote EVERYTHING in there. Even it was just on Microsoft Office. I love it cause I can lock it. No body will ever read it. And there was I wrote about this woman, a big-heart woman. I want to make a change, just like her. Well someday :) 

AND OH OH, A big match tonite between HarimauMuda The Malaysian Heroes, and The Garuda. Ya Allah, please help us. May Malaysia win this. Insyaallah. Insyaallah :') Tapi menang kalah, ILOVEYOU MALAYSIA ♥ ♥ ♥ I love youuuuuuuuuu. Muhaimin, pinjam ye :)

By becoming nothing, we become part of everything - Yasmin Ahmad

I miss you.